I dont think hugs will work anymore
I know this is not the first war in Israel. I know this is not the worst attack she's seen. I know the Israeli people are mobilized and know how to handle it. I know Isarel is hurting but not in shock. But i can't help relating my feelings now to how i felt watching the twin towers fall. How can this be happening? Why are we fighting? why are we being attacked? What are these terrorists thinking? Do they really think this is going to destory us? wow... Talking to my parents today i realized how uninformed the rest of the world really is about whats going on here. All the time television is on here, all the time talking about the war in the North. They get 10 minutes of CNN bullshit every couple hours. The translations are wrong, the interpretations are wrong, and that blonde reporter really needs to be shot in the head. Well, i suppose a lot of people need to be shot in the head. I'm so distracted from doing anything. If this continues on, how can i possibly go back and distance myself? People are asking me quesitons, asking me to comment like some well-educated reporter. All i feel is overflowing love that i want to cry when i hear another bomb fell.