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So im here... still. But still not. its hard for me to imagine i've been gone for 6 months, and still don't feel any realy pull to go back. its not that i feel any more at peace here, it just seems to make sense. me here yes.
people from my program have started leaving and its put me in sort of a wake-up mode back to western civilization. i really think im going to hate the states when i come back- even more than i did before i left. and the more i learn, the more i distance myself from being one of 'those americans.' but then again is it so bad just being me?
people from my program have started leaving and its put me in sort of a wake-up mode back to western civilization. i really think im going to hate the states when i come back- even more than i did before i left. and the more i learn, the more i distance myself from being one of 'those americans.' but then again is it so bad just being me?