Where are my hopes?
Today has been a rather emotional day for me...
My Monday blue carried forward itself to Tuesday & now Wednesday. I've been feeling gloomy since.
Perhaps it's all the things that are bugging me. I don't know. I want & need good news. I need a clear mind. I need to sort out my thoughts.
I've been using work to distract myself from the feelings I might feel. Maybe my teammates called me workaholic for a reason. I'm using work to escape from reality.
I don't want to think because I know all that I've been putting behind the door would come at one shot & I'll feel the pain.
I hope someone hears my prayers & give me the strength & good news that I need right now.
I can only be this strong emotionally because I'm starting to feel I'm eating myself inside.
My Monday blue carried forward itself to Tuesday & now Wednesday. I've been feeling gloomy since.
Perhaps it's all the things that are bugging me. I don't know. I want & need good news. I need a clear mind. I need to sort out my thoughts.
I've been using work to distract myself from the feelings I might feel. Maybe my teammates called me workaholic for a reason. I'm using work to escape from reality.
I don't want to think because I know all that I've been putting behind the door would come at one shot & I'll feel the pain.
I hope someone hears my prayers & give me the strength & good news that I need right now.
I can only be this strong emotionally because I'm starting to feel I'm eating myself inside.