The unknown...
Am finally gonna be converted after I sign on the contract at 9:30am. It's a long wait, but definitely is worthwhile (I hope).
However, so much more is awaiting me after I sign that paper. I don't know what to expect of the unknown. It's exciting yet I'm feeling apprehensive too. Nah, it's not so much of the place I'll be heading to in a month's time. But it's more of the what-ifs. What if I'm unable to live up to the expectations of my boss? What if I disappoint him & did a lousy job?
As many of you would know, I'm still very new to the job & there are tons to learn. Also, I've yet to master all the stuff I need to know in order to train others. I'm just afraid that I might not be able to do the job. But of course, I won't admit defeat even before putting in double the effort to fight the war.
All these have caused quite a few conflicts with GC as well. Sigh. It makes me sad & I don't know what I can do to make it better. It's quite heartbreaking to think that I'll be miles away from him & I won't be able to see him as often. Oh well, I just hafta brave it up & live with it. It's just part & parcel of life right?
It's gonna be an extremely busy 1 month for me & lotsa farewells to do too.
I guess all I can do now is to accept everything with open arms...
However, so much more is awaiting me after I sign that paper. I don't know what to expect of the unknown. It's exciting yet I'm feeling apprehensive too. Nah, it's not so much of the place I'll be heading to in a month's time. But it's more of the what-ifs. What if I'm unable to live up to the expectations of my boss? What if I disappoint him & did a lousy job?
As many of you would know, I'm still very new to the job & there are tons to learn. Also, I've yet to master all the stuff I need to know in order to train others. I'm just afraid that I might not be able to do the job. But of course, I won't admit defeat even before putting in double the effort to fight the war.
All these have caused quite a few conflicts with GC as well. Sigh. It makes me sad & I don't know what I can do to make it better. It's quite heartbreaking to think that I'll be miles away from him & I won't be able to see him as often. Oh well, I just hafta brave it up & live with it. It's just part & parcel of life right?
It's gonna be an extremely busy 1 month for me & lotsa farewells to do too.
I guess all I can do now is to accept everything with open arms...