Aug 15, 2007 00:17
Life just keeps getting more and more interesting lately. Right now I am pretty banged up and in a lot of pain. Yet something feels okay. Maybe it’s the calmness after the storm. Maybe it’s that I am getting a lot of things back into place. Well ladies and gentle men you all ready for my updates.
NO DATE TO 2008!!!!!!
That is my new mantra for a while. I have been flying from relationship to relationship for as long as I can remember I got a few things to take care of right now and man would just mess with my head. This is also due to the fact that the man I am in love with right now is not ready or willing to date I so I figure hey may as well wait for the right one instead of Mr. Right now.
While I am still going to school and plan on getting my as in criminology I have applied and been accepted into the police academy. I will be started training mid November and will be doing training into the new year before I start working as a lil officer of the law. After 2 years I am going to apply for transfer to the detective agency and hope to become a homicide detective and work on helping people.
I am losing a lot of friends lately. I am realizing that a lot of people don’t care about me really and I need people to care right now. Yah it sounds selfish but you think it I just say it. The people I keep in my life are my family and will always be a huge part of my life.
I mentioned earlier that the man I love with is not with me. Todd and I broke up after a lot of fighting, miscommunications and drama. A lot causes by me and a lot on his end. I am still working on being the women he needs me to be. But hey this is me I have to take the long route right. No easy ways for my hard head. But I do love him and will continue to love him for all eternity. I just have to stay strong and hope one day he comes back of his own free will.
That’s a bout it for a while. Starting school soon, and work it’ll all be a bit intense and scary but I can do it. I am also moving out in January so if anyone is interested in an amazing chef as a roomy and is in Northridge or close by hit me up.
Love you all, and I hope that a light shines down on you, just remember you first have to shine your own light before anyone else can find you in the night.