Life

Mar 27, 2007 06:11

Life moves so fast. As it does I remember and learn so many things. People are horible things, and people are hope. Right now I lost my 3 best guy friends in one weekend. One died sometime on most liekly wednesday, I found out thurseday. On sunday I lost my two other friends. I can't hurt anymore. I feel empty, and so full at the same time. It's like changing into someone new. Maybe it's how a butterfly feels. Like you are lossing so much your heart aches and hurts constantly. You feel your heart in your throat and constant tears. On the other hand I feel sometime new and powerful. Like a will of something more, to help people. To get my masters in psyhcology and to learn soo much. To plow threw books and get every peice of information that I can. This must be the oddest feeling. I hope I can make it. I truely do hope and pray that I can.
I love you all more than you know. But I feel like i am broken words spill for my mouth and I don't relize. I am sorry if I hurt anyone lately. If so forgive me. I beg of thee forgive me.
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