May 29, 2004 14:14
Ok so Nick's off on his little vacation, and the whole reason I didn't want to go was because my brother is graduating on Wednesday. But let me tell you how stupid and idiodic my brother is.....
Yesterday Brett went on his class trip down to Bush Gardens... no big deal... everyclass always goes on a class trip to an amusement park. But what did my stupid brother do... he got caught shiplifting. He only had a few more days left, but then he has to go screw things up, so now we're not even sure if he's going to walk at his graduation!!! And you want to know what he tried to steal... A HAT!!!! Luckly, Bush Gardens, let him get on the bus to go back to the school, and they are going to transfer the case up here, and prosecute him here. He still has to get his community service done from the last time he went to court, and he's still planning on going down to Mississippi, next Saturday. Somehow I don't think he's going to be able to go now, and my mother is out on the money that she spend on his plane ticket.
G-d he get's on my nerves sometimes. He doesnt' think about anyone else but himself. And he gets into trouble all the time, which pisses Beth off so she just yells at him all the time, in turn stresses out my father. The bad thing is that dad said this doesn't even surprize him or bother him anymore. It's almost expected from him and that really pisses me off. If he could just grow up and start thinking about other people sometimes. ARRRRRRR
Anyway on a lighter note, hopefully I should be getting a new phone soon. If I don't get it later today, Dad will order them Tuesday. :)
But yeah that's it for now. I'll write more later.
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People sometimes wonder why I feel I have to be as close to "perfect" as possible, and why I don't want to do things that might want to get me in trouble. Well I guess it's not that I don't want to do something, it's just that I can't... I can't disappoint my parents anymore than my brother has. I can't cause my parents any more stress or hassle.
Sometimes all my siblings really make me mad..... because of them and the things they did when they were kids or still loving with my father... I can't let my parents down, meaning I feel I can't go out and do certain things becuase I don't want to let my parents down. It's amazing how much my siblings lives have affect my "childhood/ young adulthood." AGGGGGGGHHHHHHH That's it for now.