Jul 15, 2004 16:36
Ok so yeah... My best friend has left, gone out of the country now. How do I feel about this... well mixed. I love Mike to death and I really wanted him to stay here.... well not really I guess. I know he has to go, I want him to go so he can get everything he needs to done, so he can come back and be happy again. But that's just it, I want him to come back. Things aren't going to be the same with out him.
So yeah I've spent part of the last 4 days crying... mostly yesterday (and I'm sorry for all those that had to see it, but thank you for being there). Well Mike's in the air right now and he's in for a long flight (16 hours at least), and then he'll land in Israel at about 2 o'clock our time, which is about 9 o'clock their time. So it's going to be a long night... I told him he better call me when he lands so I know everything is ok and he made it there alright. But yeah the next few days might be a little hard for me... just please bear with me, I promise I'll be alright, just alittle upset right now. And thanks to all my friends that are concerned and who are always there for me, I really appreciate it guys. I love you all!!! Ok I'm getting off now before I start to cry again, that's the last thing I need to do again in the middle of the LRC.
Later...