ponders....
i didnt intentionally cut certain somebodys out of my life. something as simple as spending time w/ others caused certain somebody to feel offended and they opened a rift. their intentionally snarky attack on our time spent w/ people not them was seriously uncalled for. now life is just wierd when they are around. in a way i still consider this person a friend but i dont know how to make things better and they sure as shit are not putting any effort forth because they suddenly dont trust us. what the fuck?
however with that being said.... friendships that ended because of drama, i'm wondering if it wasnt caused because somebody is to hypersensative and we got swept up in their wave of crap without taking our own path. I'm not saying I trust the people that i cut out of my life. i'm not saying they are suddenly my best friends. but with this other person out of the picture so to speak...well life w/ the others that were cut seems to be decent. i can have a conversation w/ these people and enjoy their company for the time and move on.
all in all...its been nice.
than over the weekend...god only knows what happened...but somebody got their snark on and part of me wonders if it was directed towards me. i dont give a flying fuck. if they are going to get their knickers in a twist because Tim and I were hanging out w/ other friends (alot) ....well than they can kiss my big fat white ass. i'm 30 years old. if I cant decide who i want in my life w/out feeling like i'm back stabbing certain other people in my life...well they can go fuck themselves.
i'm grown up enough to keep my circles of friends seperate. if 1 group doesnt like another group I know not to talk about one to the other. fucking DUH! but if you cant trust me enough to not do that...well than you can go on and burn that bridge on your own.
if you refuse to try...than i just wont.
however with that being said.... friendships that ended because of drama, i'm wondering if it wasnt caused because somebody is to hypersensative and we got swept up in their wave of crap without taking our own path. I'm not saying I trust the people that i cut out of my life. i'm not saying they are suddenly my best friends. but with this other person out of the picture so to speak...well life w/ the others that were cut seems to be decent. i can have a conversation w/ these people and enjoy their company for the time and move on.
all in all...its been nice.
than over the weekend...god only knows what happened...but somebody got their snark on and part of me wonders if it was directed towards me. i dont give a flying fuck. if they are going to get their knickers in a twist because Tim and I were hanging out w/ other friends (alot) ....well than they can kiss my big fat white ass. i'm 30 years old. if I cant decide who i want in my life w/out feeling like i'm back stabbing certain other people in my life...well they can go fuck themselves.
i'm grown up enough to keep my circles of friends seperate. if 1 group doesnt like another group I know not to talk about one to the other. fucking DUH! but if you cant trust me enough to not do that...well than you can go on and burn that bridge on your own.
if you refuse to try...than i just wont.