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I got my test results back tonight.
Touma, Seiji... you're off the hook. I'm not... pregnant, and never was. I'm sure you're both utterly thrilled by that news. I know I should be.
...But somehow... I'm not. I was actually looking forward to it. Had names picked out and everything.
I really don't know how to feel. I feel like I've lost something, when I never had it to start with. I suppose I should be glad. No one's lives are ruined and I'm not a disapointment to Yoko or Hiei. But... I feel so empty now.
If I'm needed... I'm going to spend most of today in my room.