shrug*
The great mood that I was in all week left me tonight. I got really lonely sitting around with my roommate watching a romantic comedy. One should not subject themselves to a movie entitled "27 dresses" when they are in their 4th wedding in two years in a couple of weeks.. and are once again probably going dateless (I am trying to fix this). Going dateless to a wedding would not be as bad if there were people to dance with. I love to dance and it gets sort of depressing to sit there by myself for a few hours... or I will end up drinking.. because it is there and I am bored. Not a good reason to drink... Not really a good evening.. but it passes the time. I will have a good time. I will because a) I need to so Meg can be happy (which is of the utmost importance) and b) I will get to see some beautiful friends whom I love. So.. I am looking for a date in Ohio if any one has suggestions.. erg.
I was thinking some more about a post I made a bit ago about patience.. and consequently this Coldplay song came on my pandora: "For you I'd wait.. til' kingdom come. So say you'll come and set me free. Just say you'll wait... you'll wait for me." Maybe I am waiting.. not really understanding exactly why or for what. I am an optimist by nature, but some things you can't justify. Maybe I have always waited, thinking that something would be coming.. eventually.. so here I am. a waiter. ?? shrugs*
I was thinking some more about a post I made a bit ago about patience.. and consequently this Coldplay song came on my pandora: "For you I'd wait.. til' kingdom come. So say you'll come and set me free. Just say you'll wait... you'll wait for me." Maybe I am waiting.. not really understanding exactly why or for what. I am an optimist by nature, but some things you can't justify. Maybe I have always waited, thinking that something would be coming.. eventually.. so here I am. a waiter. ?? shrugs*