"something I won't understand"
I confronted him tonight. I said, "I can take a hint, but if you really don't want to hang out with me, get to know me, make a new friend, just tell me." His response, "You're misunderstanding." No, I don't think I am. He tells me to call him, and that he's out at 10. Ok, fine. I walk out the door to leave, I barely make it to the car when my phone starts ringing. It's him. There's nothing he can do for me right now, I don't know anything about him. Well DUH, that's why I want to get to know him. We argue over something he keeps repeating over and over...."There are reasons why I don't talk to people, its not that I don't want to, I can't." He has to go, he's still working. He asks me to call him later.
10:45, I dial him up. We argue more. I tell him that he has to know that I'm stubborn, and I just want to know what the deal is that he can't make a new friend. "It's something that you wouldn't understand." I ask why then he did ask me if I wanted to hang out. "I thought things were better now, I thought I was in a different position, but I'm not, so I can't." He tells me that he doesn't fit into my "little Walmart World". That by FAR isn't my world, I am completely different outside of those walls.
Instinct tells me that I should leave it alone, but I'm drawn in now. He tells me that he can only talk to me at work. WHY?!
10:45, I dial him up. We argue more. I tell him that he has to know that I'm stubborn, and I just want to know what the deal is that he can't make a new friend. "It's something that you wouldn't understand." I ask why then he did ask me if I wanted to hang out. "I thought things were better now, I thought I was in a different position, but I'm not, so I can't." He tells me that he doesn't fit into my "little Walmart World". That by FAR isn't my world, I am completely different outside of those walls.
Instinct tells me that I should leave it alone, but I'm drawn in now. He tells me that he can only talk to me at work. WHY?!