Jun 26, 2016 17:47
I am five days into new meds. Wellbutrin and a sleep aid. So far so good. Had a couple rough moments on day 3 where I was just overwhelmingly angry and couldn't deal, but that's eased up. I feel like I'm being...less than diplomatic sometimes, but not really mean after that first weirdness. The sleep aid is very mild. The dose is "1-5 pills/night" and they're about 4-6 hr, so I'm taking 1 at bedtime and 1 when I get up to use the restroom around 2am. Getting 6-7 hours a night, when the previous average was 5.5 hrs. That's a big improvement.
Between the sleep and mood, things that had felt impossible two weeks ago are feeling possible. I've gotten soooo much done in the past few days. It feels good, but. I've had enough ups and downs that even with medication, I don't really trust it yet. Like if I could feel like this forever, I'd take it, but right now it feels so temporary.