(no subject)
it's funny, my dreams are no longer stories, or if they are, they disappear in the morning, instead they are simply sensations.
[later]
so we all need one vice, I'm wondering what mine is... hrm. I guess you could say my addiction to saying "I'm sorry" works, but it's not...
[later]
listening to people in the hall... lots of thoughts. it's so easy for me to shut down, and stop trying to cope with the entire thing. I know what I'm going to do, but that is simply one part. And honestly, being a doctor is simply my escape from having to deal with the larger issues. I'll be able to become so involved with the immediate (much like last year) that I'll ignore the outer world, and what I'm trying to fight for. (nice to know this about myself)
[later]
so we all need one vice, I'm wondering what mine is... hrm. I guess you could say my addiction to saying "I'm sorry" works, but it's not...
[later]
listening to people in the hall... lots of thoughts. it's so easy for me to shut down, and stop trying to cope with the entire thing. I know what I'm going to do, but that is simply one part. And honestly, being a doctor is simply my escape from having to deal with the larger issues. I'll be able to become so involved with the immediate (much like last year) that I'll ignore the outer world, and what I'm trying to fight for. (nice to know this about myself)