My poor pathetic short life, is fucked, just because someone wants to fuck me over.
Called the dentist, have an appointment on Wed. morning.
Called and left a message for the Kaiser Psychiatry department here in Pleasanton.
Cried for about an hour and a half straight, because I can't figure out how to do anything about my Social Security Number being stolen. I search the internet, I called all these numbers, but nothing makes sense, or they don't seem to be able to do anything for me. I am freaking out, and feel so dumb for not understanding a damn thing about it. My dad is gone on a trip, not that he could help me do anything. I need to take action or else this will fuck me over in life. And all I can think about is "why bother" "I wont be around much longer" "If I can't figure out how to fix this, I'm just fucked for life." I want to shut down. I want to crawl into a ball all day, not drinking or eating anything. I want to hurt myself so much, just for being an idiot and lacking the skills to get this sorted out.
My beautiful dreams were ruined by this huge problem, that I can't get a hold on. I want to give up. I can't handle this. Not now, I'm not ready now.
Called and left a message for the Kaiser Psychiatry department here in Pleasanton.
Cried for about an hour and a half straight, because I can't figure out how to do anything about my Social Security Number being stolen. I search the internet, I called all these numbers, but nothing makes sense, or they don't seem to be able to do anything for me. I am freaking out, and feel so dumb for not understanding a damn thing about it. My dad is gone on a trip, not that he could help me do anything. I need to take action or else this will fuck me over in life. And all I can think about is "why bother" "I wont be around much longer" "If I can't figure out how to fix this, I'm just fucked for life." I want to shut down. I want to crawl into a ball all day, not drinking or eating anything. I want to hurt myself so much, just for being an idiot and lacking the skills to get this sorted out.
My beautiful dreams were ruined by this huge problem, that I can't get a hold on. I want to give up. I can't handle this. Not now, I'm not ready now.