beauty in the breakdown
I have a good feeling about November.
October was a month of change for me. Changing my major, my career path, and my relationship status in the span of less than a month has left me spinning... It has felt a little overwhelmed and a little out of control.
But I have a good feeling about November. November will be a healing month for me. I'll figure my life out and, with God's help, put my life back together.. at least a little bit.
I went to church tonight. It's nice to worship alone sometimes. It's freeing to be in a sanctuary where no one knows my name nor i theirs and yet all of a sudden we join in praise.
Then I saw a new heaven and a new earth, for the first heaven and the first earth had passed away, and there was no longer any sea. I saw the Holy City, the new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride beautifully dressed for her husband. And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying, "Now the dwelling of God is with men, and he will live with them. They will be his people, and God himself will be with them and be their God. He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away
Rev. 21:1
He has made himself my only option. He has pulled me back to him in a way I never expected, but I know now that I can't begrudge it. He has read the end of my book. He knows the way my life will turn out and I trust him completely
As a side note... is it weird that in my head, God looks like Dumbledore?
October was a month of change for me. Changing my major, my career path, and my relationship status in the span of less than a month has left me spinning... It has felt a little overwhelmed and a little out of control.
But I have a good feeling about November. November will be a healing month for me. I'll figure my life out and, with God's help, put my life back together.. at least a little bit.
I went to church tonight. It's nice to worship alone sometimes. It's freeing to be in a sanctuary where no one knows my name nor i theirs and yet all of a sudden we join in praise.
Then I saw a new heaven and a new earth, for the first heaven and the first earth had passed away, and there was no longer any sea. I saw the Holy City, the new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride beautifully dressed for her husband. And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying, "Now the dwelling of God is with men, and he will live with them. They will be his people, and God himself will be with them and be their God. He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away
Rev. 21:1
He has made himself my only option. He has pulled me back to him in a way I never expected, but I know now that I can't begrudge it. He has read the end of my book. He knows the way my life will turn out and I trust him completely
As a side note... is it weird that in my head, God looks like Dumbledore?