ughghg
whimper whimper.. it's not fair...
im allergic to cherry blossums... and i now have the flu... am i so bad that God decided to hit me both at the same time? i honestly dont think i deserve this sort of abuse... whimper.
It's times like this i really miss having a partner.
speaking of partner... Well i see her everywhere now, so needless to say I've turned myself into a nervose wreck. I miss her to a point where it is physically painful to see her. Now, I'm thinking thats not normal for people to feel so strong about someone who has been out of their lives for as many years as we have been apart. I guess after time i'll become accustomed to her being in my life again. Is it wrong to pray for numbness?
on a positive note. I have a brand new truck. with 23 miles on it and I got to put all but the first 9 on it. i've never had a new vehicle so this is really exciting for me. I also got my national auto racing license back after taking a year off from the sport. my car should be ready next weekend and I now have a truck that can tow the whole mess back and forth to the tracks. My record was so clean that I only have to do two races under probation and If i dont crash or take someone else out i get it back. It's usually more difficut but, the only shunts (negative marks) i have is from my first year when i couldn't figure out how to keep the car on the track and out of the grass and three years ago when i wrecked it against a tire barrier.
ok, the racer chick is signing off and going to vegetate in front of the TV.
im allergic to cherry blossums... and i now have the flu... am i so bad that God decided to hit me both at the same time? i honestly dont think i deserve this sort of abuse... whimper.
It's times like this i really miss having a partner.
speaking of partner... Well i see her everywhere now, so needless to say I've turned myself into a nervose wreck. I miss her to a point where it is physically painful to see her. Now, I'm thinking thats not normal for people to feel so strong about someone who has been out of their lives for as many years as we have been apart. I guess after time i'll become accustomed to her being in my life again. Is it wrong to pray for numbness?
on a positive note. I have a brand new truck. with 23 miles on it and I got to put all but the first 9 on it. i've never had a new vehicle so this is really exciting for me. I also got my national auto racing license back after taking a year off from the sport. my car should be ready next weekend and I now have a truck that can tow the whole mess back and forth to the tracks. My record was so clean that I only have to do two races under probation and If i dont crash or take someone else out i get it back. It's usually more difficut but, the only shunts (negative marks) i have is from my first year when i couldn't figure out how to keep the car on the track and out of the grass and three years ago when i wrecked it against a tire barrier.
ok, the racer chick is signing off and going to vegetate in front of the TV.