AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ok so, HATE doesn't even begin to describe the intense feelings of disguist, dislike, annoyance, bitterness, anger, frustration, etc i feel towards the little shit who goes by the name pedro....like seriously, never before in my life have i wanted to physically injure someone b/c they pissed me off....however, when it comes to pedro the desire to beat the shit out of him is so overwhelming i literally have to sit there and stop myself from going near him. i can deal with him when he says obnoxious comments and then argues with you that they're not obnoxious...i can deal with him when in his ADHD to the extreme he accidentally bangs into me or hits me....i can deal with it when the lighting guy is asking me a question and we're having a convo and pedro just walks in front of me and starts talking to the guy...i can handle it when he asks stupid questions or gives unneeded opinions...i can deal with it when practically every single note is for him and he makes it twice as long as it has to be cuz he argues every note....i can handle it when it takes him 10 min to say one line...true these things are annoying and i may be like pedro stop it...but i can handle it
however, i am incapable of handling the following situation: so in this scene we're all supposed to run out say a line drop to the floor and die...the first pple out are in the middle of the stage the last pple out are on the end just due to common sense...another aspect of common sense is looking at the ground b4 u throw urself down to be sure no one else is already in that spot...pedro doesn't feel the need to follow these little rules of common sense....instead he throws himself full force over pple's bodies to land on my head....i screamed when it was supposed to be silent cuz it really hurt....he thinks he's funny by making a big production out of everything he does, but he's not at all...he just kinda makes himself look like a retard (and at another point neil was like to him, i just look at u and think o how nice they let the special ed kids participate)...like he hurt me so bad that i blacked out for like a second...and i was kinda dizzy and didn't think i would be able to get up....but then i did it lol....and all this pain was with a helmet on so can anyone picture how much pain i would have been in had the helmet not been in play here?...we've told that little dick wad a million times that he has to be more careful cuz it was only a matter of time b4 someone got hurt....i especially have been telling him that....and who was it that he finally really hurt yea it was me....and then i was like telling someone abt it after and pedro goes "it was a fucking accident ok?" what a moronic asswhole....if i ever really hurt someone even if it was by accident i would apologize right away and then not yell at them that it was a fucking accident....and i feel that is what any DECENT human being would do...however, this is pedro we're talking about here so i guess we can't expect much
right after that i was like screaming that i hate pedro while we were changing and pple are like shhh he'll hear u and im like i don't give a fuck i want him to know that i hate him....and i have been expressing this intense hatred for him since it happened but it doesn't feel sufficient b/c words cannot describe what i feel towards him right now
tho i'll be sad in general when play will be over, i will be stunningly happy that i don't have to deal with that little son of a bitch anymore...if he comes near me again i may have to push him out a window
im gonna go now cuz i've had a pounding headache since this little "incident"...maybe he gave me a concussion, in which case i will sue his sorry ass
however, i am incapable of handling the following situation: so in this scene we're all supposed to run out say a line drop to the floor and die...the first pple out are in the middle of the stage the last pple out are on the end just due to common sense...another aspect of common sense is looking at the ground b4 u throw urself down to be sure no one else is already in that spot...pedro doesn't feel the need to follow these little rules of common sense....instead he throws himself full force over pple's bodies to land on my head....i screamed when it was supposed to be silent cuz it really hurt....he thinks he's funny by making a big production out of everything he does, but he's not at all...he just kinda makes himself look like a retard (and at another point neil was like to him, i just look at u and think o how nice they let the special ed kids participate)...like he hurt me so bad that i blacked out for like a second...and i was kinda dizzy and didn't think i would be able to get up....but then i did it lol....and all this pain was with a helmet on so can anyone picture how much pain i would have been in had the helmet not been in play here?...we've told that little dick wad a million times that he has to be more careful cuz it was only a matter of time b4 someone got hurt....i especially have been telling him that....and who was it that he finally really hurt yea it was me....and then i was like telling someone abt it after and pedro goes "it was a fucking accident ok?" what a moronic asswhole....if i ever really hurt someone even if it was by accident i would apologize right away and then not yell at them that it was a fucking accident....and i feel that is what any DECENT human being would do...however, this is pedro we're talking about here so i guess we can't expect much
right after that i was like screaming that i hate pedro while we were changing and pple are like shhh he'll hear u and im like i don't give a fuck i want him to know that i hate him....and i have been expressing this intense hatred for him since it happened but it doesn't feel sufficient b/c words cannot describe what i feel towards him right now
tho i'll be sad in general when play will be over, i will be stunningly happy that i don't have to deal with that little son of a bitch anymore...if he comes near me again i may have to push him out a window
im gonna go now cuz i've had a pounding headache since this little "incident"...maybe he gave me a concussion, in which case i will sue his sorry ass