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i really don't know how i feel right now....w/some pple i feel so incredible and w/some pple i feel so rejected...i wish i could say the two feelings are kinda cancelling eachother out, but i really don't know if they are...at one moment, one of those emotions will be overwhelming me, and the next minute the other emotion will be overwhelming me and i really just have no idea how i feel...grrr
play practice was fun today....my bus got me there like half an hour early so i went to the deli and then decided to just walk around the block really slowly...the st ignatius kids were having recess out in the street....when i was done with my walk i wanted to walk around again but i figured they might think i was trying to abduct a st ignatius child and that wouldn't be cool so i just stood on a street corner for a while cuz i really didn't wanna be in my school by myself while i waited for other pple...i probably looked really creepy....during practice we got costumes and they're all really ugly lol
i had fun at drivers ed talking to christian and geneveive....but then i was really tense when i was driving cuz jay stresses me out..in what world does "slow down" mean come to a complete stop and change lanes?
i went to get food w/my mom tonight when i got home cuz i was really hungry....and we ended up seeing pple we haven't seen in a long time so i guess that was nice
might hang out with anthony and some pple tomorrow...otherwise, me and holly have some interesting plans to execute.....maybe it will involve a moose?
i really really want something in my life that i don't have....tear...holly knows lol....and i really dont' know how to fill that void....suggestions anyone?
play practice was fun today....my bus got me there like half an hour early so i went to the deli and then decided to just walk around the block really slowly...the st ignatius kids were having recess out in the street....when i was done with my walk i wanted to walk around again but i figured they might think i was trying to abduct a st ignatius child and that wouldn't be cool so i just stood on a street corner for a while cuz i really didn't wanna be in my school by myself while i waited for other pple...i probably looked really creepy....during practice we got costumes and they're all really ugly lol
i had fun at drivers ed talking to christian and geneveive....but then i was really tense when i was driving cuz jay stresses me out..in what world does "slow down" mean come to a complete stop and change lanes?
i went to get food w/my mom tonight when i got home cuz i was really hungry....and we ended up seeing pple we haven't seen in a long time so i guess that was nice
might hang out with anthony and some pple tomorrow...otherwise, me and holly have some interesting plans to execute.....maybe it will involve a moose?
i really really want something in my life that i don't have....tear...holly knows lol....and i really dont' know how to fill that void....suggestions anyone?