Jan 13, 2006 03:43
Just got home from work and I'm actually happy about how the night went for once. I checked my application status for san francisco state college and its still pending. "Check back in 5 business days". Damn. I hate anticipation. I want to know!!! wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
I don't know, I'm kind of unhappy about the thought of college. But I suppose if I don't get things together and go soon, I'll never go? Maybe I would. I also still don't really know what exactly I want to study. I used to sort of definitly want to be a french/italian teacher. But now I'm not so sure. And no, it really doesn't have a whole lot to do with everyone telling me "Teachers don't make any money". I'm just not so sure that I want to spend 4 years of college to teach a bunch of ungrateful kids something they don't want to learn. Ms. Leuzzi loves what she teaches and you can tell it hurts her when noone cares.
I'm also not really looking forward to another change. Moving out here was a really big change, I'm nervous to move again. To another place I've never seen before. I'm just now sort of getting used to this one. And I didn't think I would be sad to leave here but I will be when the time comes.
But anyway, I should get to bed so that I'm not too sleepy tomorrow. Fridays are usually good ones.