Walked away, heard them say, poison hearts will never change.

Mar 17, 2005 17:42

I can't see you and you can't see me, so it all works out in the end.
But I do see something. I see that we're not all that different. I see that if you weren't so judgmental and so quick to move away, things could be better. If you weren't so satisfied with what you had, you'd see that you could be happier with a whole lot more.
I don't say much but I hear a lot. If you could watch yourselves I wonder what you'd say. Maybe if you stopped to look around at everything else you'd see a lot more too.
Blahhh... I don't know what to say. I don't feel like being specific, but I feel that somehow if I was, I'd feel a lot better.
I need a prom date. Mostly everyone is taken, and part of me doesn't really want to go anyway. But I think I should just go. If I don't go, I'll be wondering what I missed. But I can just see it now... Sitting at the little round table with a plate of salad in front of me. Feeling incredibly outcasted and stupid in my one-time wear dress. I'll want to dance, get up and feel stupid, sit back down. Then feel regretful that I wasn't more outgoing and fun to hang out with in high school.
However, I am going and I will have a good time. I was going to take my boyfriend, but I honestly don't think he wants to go. He said he would, but I'd rather go with someone who really wants to be there. And yeah... I don't know.
I have to go to driver's ed soon, so I should cut this sad entry short and get ready to leave.
Mais, je suis la reprouvee.
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