burned again
time for me to be a whiny girl but whatever.... so today i get a phone call from my friend stacy telling me that i should ditch Eric. i said whys that she tells me because i saw him with another girl being all cute and kissy face with her at the bar on sat nite. well that just made me feel like crap and i cant blame it on boose cuz eric doesnt drink. so i told her you know what yeah ditching him sounds like a good idea, hes been acting like a total wanker lately anyway.i've made plans with him like three times within the last couple weeks and hes totally flaked out on me everytime. what the fucking hell? i tell you it never fails everytime i invest a little of my heart in some guy i get screwed over. 'tis the story of my life.
so here i am a looser writing about it on LJ. life is sure giving me a shitty hand lately. work stuff is being stupid its been slow and boring and i'm making no cash, relationship crap went down the tubes, money troubles are a plenty and to top it off i'm still riddled with sick germs that are making me cough up my lungs. RAWR! heh heh i coughed up some blood thee other nite that was just great.
everyone goes through rocky patches i'll recover soon enuff. hopefully i've got this weekend to look forward to. i'm saposed to go to chicago. i really really hope that we get to go it would be nice to have a good nite again. i still want to go see Bloodrayne i was sposed to go with eric but he flaked on me twice. and Pride and Prejudice was looking good as well. mehh whatever life goes on.....
so here i am a looser writing about it on LJ. life is sure giving me a shitty hand lately. work stuff is being stupid its been slow and boring and i'm making no cash, relationship crap went down the tubes, money troubles are a plenty and to top it off i'm still riddled with sick germs that are making me cough up my lungs. RAWR! heh heh i coughed up some blood thee other nite that was just great.
everyone goes through rocky patches i'll recover soon enuff. hopefully i've got this weekend to look forward to. i'm saposed to go to chicago. i really really hope that we get to go it would be nice to have a good nite again. i still want to go see Bloodrayne i was sposed to go with eric but he flaked on me twice. and Pride and Prejudice was looking good as well. mehh whatever life goes on.....