totally freaked out...sam is satan!!!! LMAO
had to talk to 13 year old sam again cuz of scotties nightmares....he didn't stop givin them to scott like he said he would. go figure. so keith and i sat down at the psychic circle last night and talked to him and his bro harry bout it. we had an idea. decided to have sam agree to bring his "boredom" in the middle of the night to keith instead, but we had to okay it with terry, since terry's 'domain' (if you want to call it that) is our bedroom. terry agreed, so sam did too; but keith put the condition on it that sam was to only bring bad dreams to keith, not to me.......well, of course, us dealing with a teenager, we believed sam when he agreed to that. DUH...WE SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER. even dead teenagers apparently lie......lmao. Although i totally didn't find this humorous in anyway when i woke up this morning, i can at least find a bit of humor in that part of it now. you guys, i have never in my life woke up so fucking traumatized. the dreams that that boy gave me; i swear to god, i thought i was looking at satan himself. it was like a fucking movie clip rolling in black and white. and he is a black boy, and i remember seeing him standing in a park, and the only color was his red shirt. he was wearing jeans, but like i said it was all black and white except for his shirt.so i don't know what color they were. i knew it was from the 70's. and it showed a clip of me asking him what he was saying and he just kept saying the same thing over and over again, and then it was like someone was stopping, rewinding, and playing the tape again......then i asked him what he was saying...stop, rewind, play.....it was like we were making a movie. and i remember thinking to myself "there's sam"....."what's he doing?" and here comes the part that creeps me out........the dream stayed the same, but he looked at the camera and his eyes were ice blue. ICE BLUE.....so the only color was his shirt and his eyes in this black and white movie and he smiled this shitty grin at me......and he added a scene of millions of earthworms crawling in and out of each other in mud........tons and tons of worms. so it was stop, rewind, play....then me asking him what he was saying, him looking at me with those eyes and that grin with the only color in this black and white movie being his eyes and his red shirt, and then a clip of these crawling worms......then a repeat of everything over and over again.......and when i wake up, i hear the same thing i heard before i fell asleep. a boys laughter that sounds like it is echoing.....like one of the boys being a little older playing with a paper towel roll and laughing through it. i swear to god, that's what it sounded like. but before any of this happened keith jumped quite a few times in his sleep, so apparently sam just couldn't get to him or something. not sure, but i was so traumatized when i woke up........hysterical is more like it. woke up at a little after 11:00, and i was crying. thank god keith was home for lunch. i know i had nightmares the rest of the night, but i can't tell you what those were about. don't remember them at all. but when i came downstairs this morning to kiss the boys, scottie was thrilled that he had no nightmares last night. don't get me wrong. i would take those nightmares on myself any day just so the boys wouldn't have to deal with them ever again, but i didn't realize just how powerful of nightmares sam is giving them. unreal you guys....un-fucking-real! freaky shit, and all i can say for those who don't believe in this shit........your idiots.....lol signing out for now. the boys are fighting over the x-box....go figure. lmao got to get rid of the damn x-box somehow....and trust me, sgt bayes and keith are just as bad....lol 2-5 5-2 all of it and back again to all of you mena:)