May 15, 2009 04:41
OK so shame, shame on all of us. Even myself.
I have just made an Epiphany! And this is mostly due to the fact that the family has turned down a path I can not follow and have undergone sadness due to it. The family, being all the friends we all hold so dear. Has been a nomadic entity that has moved from social group to social group for one reason or another.
The "I Hate DAG" was just letting out a frustration with how consuming DAG (from a non-player's perspective) seems to be. Even, if all you do is watch. Because its not just DAG itself. Its also all the related events that your invited to because of the people you know in it.
And I'm sorry people but if your not part of DAG you do get left out. Amy's response to my post makes me all the more certain of this. And now Lydia's response made me get hit with a bolt of lighting. (No really, I'm all shiny now!)
SPSA was just as bad, a cult too. (Some people gasp in disbelief while other look at me and say well duh!)
There has been a group hive force at play here. And if your lucky enough to be in with was this nomatic force is doing, GREAT! You are involved and having fun. However, if you just don't want to do what the current theme for the group is your temporarily left out completely.
Really long explanation follows. (Don't worry there's and intermission ^_^)
We all started in SPSA, or Campus Scouts. This worked all fine and dandy until some members for what ever reason could no longer be part of Campus Scouts. So the the nomadic group went back to being just SPSA. Which sucked for some people because they don't want to be part of SPSA. They were left by the wayside until the group moved into Adria. At this point some people from Campus Scouts said HEY! I can be part of this! So they became part of the group again. Then DRAMA happened and the group moved out of Adria back into just SPSA.
CAMPUS SCOUTS and Adria fans: OMGWTF! I joined Adria to hang out with you people! (Some stayed in Adria anyway just cuz it was cool. :D)
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At this point people started moving in together and rearranging and little nomaic tribes started. However they were all able to function together through the queen bee of SPSA. This included the group formally known as Chris's Harem which was then renamed and relocated to Chris's Carebears and also the group known as The People who Scott would let Mary be around. <--Mary I <3 you big time! The Ex Campus Scouts now Adria clan were not part of either of these groups and for the most part had no interest in the SPSA so they were let out of the loop except for random occasions.
The Ex Campus Scouts now Adria: "F*** you all! we will play with our shinys until you come to you senses!"
Then after some time in this the groups moved again due to relationship endings and "family" feuds. LOL to where we are at the present moment. However, for the first time in the nomadic groups history the power of inclusion, or queen bee, is not held by SPSA but rather the might cult DAG. And now what follow in groups:
~The DAG group
~The poor souls who are part of SPSA but have no interest in DAG so are no longer in the loop and wondering wtf just happened.
~The Ex Campus Scouts now Adria clan that for the most part had no interest in the SPSA so they were let out of the loop except for those random occasions and our now even more ticked because they have no interest in the mighty DAG group(posers) either. Dang namit! get interested in something we all can enjoy!
The reason I see this is quite honestly because of the fact that I have now become one of the outed, the outsider. The "it would be nice to hang out with you but the priority is in queen bee activities". This is the first time the nomadic group has moved into something I can not follow. Stupid DAG
So what does this mean for Jessy?
ONE: Jessy is suffering from HIVE withdrawl. OMG SCARY!
TWO: I have to sit back as my Ex Campus Scouts now Adria Clan friends of done and just exist doing what makes me happy and on occasion hang out with everyone else.
I also thought that maybe we could do one big thing together. Like a IHOP meal once a month. HOWEVER:
NO DAG
NO SPSA
NO need to spend money. Let's not exclude the poor people here.
But we're so big that's kinda of the problem. LOL
Maybe a family reunion? Just throwing it out there......
Now if you'll excuse me I'm off to start an Anti-DAG cult because I don't handle rejection or exclusion well. :P
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