Bored... Just out of Work... thought this was cool...
What You Really Think Of Your Friends
Brittney L. is your soulmate.
You truly love Deirdre.
You consider Darren your true friend.
You know that Julie is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Anthony for the rest of your life.
You secretly think Brianne is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that Josh is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.
You secretly think that Charlie is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Charlie changes lovers faster than underwear.
You secretly think Nick is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Nick has a hidden internet romance.
What Do You Think of Your Friends?
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School starts in a few weeks. I move back to Fullerton on the 16th and I am entirely stoked. In a freakish, nerdy way i really really miss having classes. i love to learn. What can i say, I'm a bookworm nerd. I am gonna miss home a lot, especially since I am putting a good distance between people i really love.
First of course I'm gonna miss my family. It has been hectic this summer with them, but when all is said and done i'm going to miss it. I won't be able to see Lora wake up in the mornings or play with her or watch t.v. with her or all the stuff I have gotten use to.
Second and it hurts me to even think about it... i won't be able to see Anthony as much. I started off this summer not knowing how i felt about him, and i end it understanding that it will pain me everyday not being with him and holding him. I finally am able to say I love you to him... and it scares the hell out of me, because my heart is on my sleeve and it's open season for abuse and hurt.
Third, i will definitely miss my friends. It's been a roller coaster dealing with them, but i stick with the ride because it's all part of life. I'm really gonna miss my Josh josh... a whole lot. I'm happy that i get to go up to vegas to see him off. It is one of those closure trips, to watch my friend move foward in his life and wander off into the unknown horizon. It will be an tearful trip, and i'm glad i get to take it.
Summer is not done yet. i'm hoping to wrap up things here at home and in my social life. i want people to be okay, i want to go to fullerton knowing that i did what i could to help my family, friends, and other loved ones get through the day, and the next day and the next. this is definitely not my closing journal on summer.... it's more like my introduction.