Oct 02, 2009 17:28
SO...I am going to attempt to make it in to the doctors sometime soon. The only problem with this is I have no ride in and it HAS to be on a week day. I am going to have to resort to calling friends and seeing if something is doable. I have to find out how much this is going to cost me also. I am just looking for a consultation and a blood test to test blood sugar and for thyroid problems. I've lost about half of my hair in the last few months. I've nearly passed out a couple times and had anxiety so bad I thought my heart would race out of my chest a couple hours after meals. Luckily this hasn't been happening much anymore since I have figured out somewhat how to control it.
But...I would like to figure this shit out before I go bald. I like my hair damnit. I am broke as shit and I just EARNED this money, and now I am going to end up spending it all on stupid doctors, but I need to do this. I don't want to be bald. That would be gay. I also don't want this to cause other serious problems for me. I am existing alright at the moment, albeit uncomfortably and with extreme fatigue/depression. I know something is awry and I am certain it's to do with my endocrine system in one way or another.
Needless to say I am really stressing out over this. I want to get in before I leave to Canada on the 18th but I don't know if that is doable. I might have to wait til I get back. If any of my friends is available on the weekdays at all to try to help me out with this...I would greatly appreciate it...