Apr 15, 2004 19:49
Yesterday totaly changed my life, I don't know what it was, I assume it was God....
Okay, so I really thought about how my life was heading, what my status was in my spiritual life..yada, yada...and I realized that I had kept promising to change my lifestyle..that I had so much time....but I don't!!! First off, I know I'm a christian, no doubt in that, but I haven't been involved with the church and Youth group as much as I should be......I went to church that evening BAM! I was on a Spiritual high, man! I really felt in touch and I want to keep that connection up......I'm sorry, but my cat lily is right in front of the screen, I can't see what I'm typing....oh,good, she shifted.....
And then there's my physical appearance...I have scheduled out what I'm doing each day of the week and how much exercise I can do on each of them....and I'm taking in 8 glasses of water a day...and I'm serious!I'm actually doing all of this stuff...and my body is REALLY aching right now, but I know that it's all for the best!!!!
I know you don't care about all of this, Bob, but I'm really excited about all of this....that I'm actually DOING what is right for me, not just SAYING that I will. Ooo! and listen to this, my goal is to have only 1 day of small chocolate intake out of the entire week....ONLY ONE! Do you know how hard that is?! I have all of this left over easter candy that I gave to my Brother, Mr. Frye is conducting his oceanography lessons with M&M's, NHS had cookies after the meeting, and my friends offer me candy at the end of the day! Talk about dodging bullets! But I am proud to say that I didn't take any....because I had a cookie on monday!
Call me a geek, but I'm REALLY Excited, and I have to make these changes because a strong relationship with God is critical to me and my body is a temple for him, so I should do my best to take care of it. (Plus the fact that I need a healthy body before I go into surgery and that I want to look hot for the Junior Miss Pageant next year...and the fact that It would be nice if a guy glanced my way once in a while...*grumble*...*grumble*)
Can you imagine ME in Junior Miss, Bob? I'll be the tall, hunched over, clutz sounding like she's going to have a heart-attack during the fitness routine. I Don't expect to go on to regionals, in fact, I KNOW I won't go on, but I just want to do it for the experience...and scholarship money ...*wink*
Thinks for tolerating my excitment, bob, I just wanted to write...er...type all this down. Buh-bye now!