BOOBS!!!!!!
Okay, so I was taking this crappy Fushugi Yuugi quiz to see what character I was most like. They told me I was someone I didn't even know, but right under that was Miaka...I'm sorry....but I am such a Miaka! I have an active imagination, I'm trying to study hard to get into a welldefined college, I have a best friend who is smart, atracttive, talented, and a boy-magnet, the only romance I get out of life is through hot guys in books, and I eat more then I should...though I'm not Fat...just...untoned. So I-YAY!!!!!!!! Sorry, Cate just brought over my cd mix with Cowboy bebop, Inu-Yasha, Blackeyed peas, and other cool stuff!
So anyway, After taking the quiz, I got to thinking about my weight...of course...everything gets me to thinking about my wieght. But I have to keep reminding myself that 20lbs of that weight is my boobs.....seriously. I'm not bragging...it's more of a CURSE then anything else! Imagine this: walking up every morning with a bad neck, a back that acts up everytime you try to do anything active, bra straps that cut into your shoulders and make you BLEED everytime you run, directors telling you to get a better support system because you jiggle too much on stage...even though you're already wearing a MINIMIZER that is SUPPOSED squish you down to make you look 4 sizes smaller, and old guys hitting on you because they think you're easy cause you got big ones! And that's not even HALF of it!!!
But I got good news.....I'M GETTING A BREAST REDUCTION IN JUNE!!!!! WHOOO-HOOOO! At first I didn't want many people to know....but now that it's official, the date is set, and insurance is paying for it....and since no one but greekcatapillar and some of my closest friends read my Journal, I figured it'd be okay! But Kory, if you read this, this isn't something you spread in the school, only my CLOSEST friends know.
I remember reading "Chobits" and remember that one girl, that has a crush on the main Guy (the girl that's human) said she was a like a 32 tripleD....I was like HAH! Whatever, she isn't HALF my size and I'm only a 42 doubleD! Well,...When I got the girls examined the doctor was like "Um Rachel,...you're not a 42DD....You're a 36DDD." My mouth dropped. Aparently, I had fooled myself into thinking that I was smaller Because I wear Minimizers. She told me right there and then that I was a good canidate for the surgery because I've been having backproblems, my muscules are out of wack and screwed up, and because I'd have even more problems in the future if I didn't get them chopped off soon. She's gonna bring me down to a small C cup....C!!!! That sounds like heaven!!!!!!! I don't ever remember being a C....It's like I started at A in grade school and skipped right to 42DD in middle school....I'm so happy I could cry!
There's a small risk of something going wrong...and there will be pain....but I'd say it's worth it! I'm only 17...I don't want to spend the years where I have the most opportunities in life to be handicapped and dull....YAY!!!! I AM SOOOOO HAPPPPPPPPPYYYYYY! And if any girl comes up to me and says "I wish I had bigger Boobs", I'm gonna have to scratch out they're eyeballs.....
lol....I can't wait. I'll go to my school and my friends will scratch they're heads, trying to figure out why I look so different...is it june yet? No? *sigh*
Thanks for listening to my Boob entry, Bob. You're like a gay guy that I can go to and talk to about my girl problems....only you're not gay....just a really good listener....a really good, mouthless listener....
So anyway, After taking the quiz, I got to thinking about my weight...of course...everything gets me to thinking about my wieght. But I have to keep reminding myself that 20lbs of that weight is my boobs.....seriously. I'm not bragging...it's more of a CURSE then anything else! Imagine this: walking up every morning with a bad neck, a back that acts up everytime you try to do anything active, bra straps that cut into your shoulders and make you BLEED everytime you run, directors telling you to get a better support system because you jiggle too much on stage...even though you're already wearing a MINIMIZER that is SUPPOSED squish you down to make you look 4 sizes smaller, and old guys hitting on you because they think you're easy cause you got big ones! And that's not even HALF of it!!!
But I got good news.....I'M GETTING A BREAST REDUCTION IN JUNE!!!!! WHOOO-HOOOO! At first I didn't want many people to know....but now that it's official, the date is set, and insurance is paying for it....and since no one but greekcatapillar and some of my closest friends read my Journal, I figured it'd be okay! But Kory, if you read this, this isn't something you spread in the school, only my CLOSEST friends know.
I remember reading "Chobits" and remember that one girl, that has a crush on the main Guy (the girl that's human) said she was a like a 32 tripleD....I was like HAH! Whatever, she isn't HALF my size and I'm only a 42 doubleD! Well,...When I got the girls examined the doctor was like "Um Rachel,...you're not a 42DD....You're a 36DDD." My mouth dropped. Aparently, I had fooled myself into thinking that I was smaller Because I wear Minimizers. She told me right there and then that I was a good canidate for the surgery because I've been having backproblems, my muscules are out of wack and screwed up, and because I'd have even more problems in the future if I didn't get them chopped off soon. She's gonna bring me down to a small C cup....C!!!! That sounds like heaven!!!!!!! I don't ever remember being a C....It's like I started at A in grade school and skipped right to 42DD in middle school....I'm so happy I could cry!
There's a small risk of something going wrong...and there will be pain....but I'd say it's worth it! I'm only 17...I don't want to spend the years where I have the most opportunities in life to be handicapped and dull....YAY!!!! I AM SOOOOO HAPPPPPPPPPYYYYYY! And if any girl comes up to me and says "I wish I had bigger Boobs", I'm gonna have to scratch out they're eyeballs.....
lol....I can't wait. I'll go to my school and my friends will scratch they're heads, trying to figure out why I look so different...is it june yet? No? *sigh*
Thanks for listening to my Boob entry, Bob. You're like a gay guy that I can go to and talk to about my girl problems....only you're not gay....just a really good listener....a really good, mouthless listener....