Kind of Bummed....but happy too...
Don't get me wrong, I'm happy for her...I really am. There is nothing against her.....I'm just wondering why fate is so ironic and cruel. I have dedicated Five years of my life to drama, right? In and out of school, with the Players, with my Church Encore Group, in everything that I do....I always make sure that there are games at every Drama club meeting....Mr. Ward compliments me on my dedication and talent almost everyday.....and yet it is Caitlin Croswell who takes home the Drama Award tonight...
I'm alittle crushed. and happy for her....but mostly crushed. SHE'S A JUNIOR! SHE HAS NEXT YEAR TO GET IT!!!! But no! Fate wanted to kick me off my high horse and smear the pooh in my face!!! JEALOUSY!!!! I HATE IT!!!!!!! *pant* *pant*
Okay, that's out now.....sorry. I get possessive when it comes to theatre. It makes me feel like I want to hit everyone in the face who says I have an amazing talent. Apparently, it's not as good as everyone claims.......but whatever!
On the other hand....I got the "Creative Writting" award, which I didn't think would ever happen! I might have a knack for story telling, but I suck at Poetry! But dat's kwel! SO I can write my own plays and act in them too. But I can't star in them, because apparently I suck at acting too!
Gak!!! Jealousy mounting again......must ....supress....urge...to strangle......Caitlin.........AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
"Jesus loves me this I know! For the bible tells me so! little ones to hime belong. They are weak but he is strong!"
-oh, and my commencement speech didn't pass the final competition...because I apparently suck at speeches too!!!!
"Yes....jesus loves me! Yes, Jesus loves me!"
I know that I'm overreacting...so sue me! I can't be sunshine and roses all the time!!!!!
"Yes, jesus loves me!!!! The bible tells me so!!!!"
But I really am happy for Caitlin...and jealous....and happy....but mostly jealous......
Excuse me while I take an overdose of Anti-depressant!
I'm alittle crushed. and happy for her....but mostly crushed. SHE'S A JUNIOR! SHE HAS NEXT YEAR TO GET IT!!!! But no! Fate wanted to kick me off my high horse and smear the pooh in my face!!! JEALOUSY!!!! I HATE IT!!!!!!! *pant* *pant*
Okay, that's out now.....sorry. I get possessive when it comes to theatre. It makes me feel like I want to hit everyone in the face who says I have an amazing talent. Apparently, it's not as good as everyone claims.......but whatever!
On the other hand....I got the "Creative Writting" award, which I didn't think would ever happen! I might have a knack for story telling, but I suck at Poetry! But dat's kwel! SO I can write my own plays and act in them too. But I can't star in them, because apparently I suck at acting too!
Gak!!! Jealousy mounting again......must ....supress....urge...to strangle......Caitlin.........AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
"Jesus loves me this I know! For the bible tells me so! little ones to hime belong. They are weak but he is strong!"
-oh, and my commencement speech didn't pass the final competition...because I apparently suck at speeches too!!!!
"Yes....jesus loves me! Yes, Jesus loves me!"
I know that I'm overreacting...so sue me! I can't be sunshine and roses all the time!!!!!
"Yes, jesus loves me!!!! The bible tells me so!!!!"
But I really am happy for Caitlin...and jealous....and happy....but mostly jealous......
Excuse me while I take an overdose of Anti-depressant!