ho-hum
My day is completely shot. I thought when hubby called saying, "would you like a pretzel from Auntie Anne's ?" (we have B1G1 coupons) that he was just going to bring it home for lunch. No, he gets home and asks why I'm not ready to go. Huh ??? He knows I have limited time today. He knows I have to have a quick lunch, do some work around the house, do my workout, take a bath, get dinner ready, then we're going out for our free ice cream at Baskin Robbins, then come home and get ready for worship tonight, and then actually go to worship. So, here I am, crunched for time, we're heading to Northwoods Mall for our pretzels. I appreciate he wanted to treat me to a pretzel, but I am really pressed for time.
Then, while we're out there, what does he say ? Let's stop at Cub's instead of going after worship tonight. Huh ??? I don't have much time left in my day ! So, we go. We get home, and the eggs are not with our groceries !!! ACK. So, back we go to Cub's. My day is shot, so we go to Barnes and Noble with our gift card for a couple of cold IBC sodas. Its really hot outside, so this was welcome to me.
I don't have time left now to do my workout (I usually exercise for about an hour to an hour and a half, and on some occasions even 2 hours.)
I am really bummed. Oh, and joy of joys, he takes off the afternoon. Normally I wouldn't mind, but that's usually my time. If he gives me time to do my thing, hey, cool, I like him being home with me. But, when it intrudes on my plans for the day I get really irritated.
Grrrrrrr... partly why I'm so irritated too is that my jaw pain isn't helped by drugs. I've tried every pain thing they've prescribed for me. Even when I was in the hospital in February for another illness, when I was given morphine, even that didn't help the pain. Exercise, for whatever reason, is the only thing that helps, aside from the splint I now wear in my mouth.
He just came over and said maybe I could exercise tonight. Yeah, right, sure I'll get right on that.
How the hell, after having a busy day already, plus still having more stuff to do tonight, am I going to have the energy to exercise later tonight ? Hell, I want to sleep right now, what makes him think I am going to have the energy later. No way.
Atleast I got in little bouts of walking around the mall and the grocery store.
I am in a very foul mood right now. I want to hit something, and hard !
&*#@$%&%^$@#%
Then, while we're out there, what does he say ? Let's stop at Cub's instead of going after worship tonight. Huh ??? I don't have much time left in my day ! So, we go. We get home, and the eggs are not with our groceries !!! ACK. So, back we go to Cub's. My day is shot, so we go to Barnes and Noble with our gift card for a couple of cold IBC sodas. Its really hot outside, so this was welcome to me.
I don't have time left now to do my workout (I usually exercise for about an hour to an hour and a half, and on some occasions even 2 hours.)
I am really bummed. Oh, and joy of joys, he takes off the afternoon. Normally I wouldn't mind, but that's usually my time. If he gives me time to do my thing, hey, cool, I like him being home with me. But, when it intrudes on my plans for the day I get really irritated.
Grrrrrrr... partly why I'm so irritated too is that my jaw pain isn't helped by drugs. I've tried every pain thing they've prescribed for me. Even when I was in the hospital in February for another illness, when I was given morphine, even that didn't help the pain. Exercise, for whatever reason, is the only thing that helps, aside from the splint I now wear in my mouth.
He just came over and said maybe I could exercise tonight. Yeah, right, sure I'll get right on that.
How the hell, after having a busy day already, plus still having more stuff to do tonight, am I going to have the energy to exercise later tonight ? Hell, I want to sleep right now, what makes him think I am going to have the energy later. No way.
Atleast I got in little bouts of walking around the mall and the grocery store.
I am in a very foul mood right now. I want to hit something, and hard !
&*#@$%&%^$@#%