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Thinks life feels too crazy sometimes. Working all week long I just don't have enough time to have a life. I don't have time to do all my household/personal chores.
I've been sick for a week and used 4 personal days and just when I was feeling better I can't sleep. So I felt awful at work yesterday even with the red bull. So I took a half sleep pill last night and I woke every hour and I had to toss and turn because my back was in excruciating pain. When I should normally be getting up I was still tired, 'cause I didn't sleep well even with the sleep pill, my stomach ached and my back hurt and I still have a damn sleepy hangover that should have gone away hours ago. I feel sometimes as though I am existing as a shell of a person. I don't have the time to take care of myself. It makes me sad. It also makes me sad because other people skoff at me and say "That's life, get used to it."
On a more positive note my tomato and lettuce seedlings are doing great and I need to transplant them soon before they stop doing great.
Also making Enchiladas for dinner. I love enchiladas.
We went and saw "A Nightmare on Elm Street" last night. It wasn't bad. I still prefer the original. I think the seen in the bedroom with the face and hands that push out from the wall looked better in the original than the cgi they did in the remake. The original scene was creepier, but still not bad. It also had that kid from "Veronica Mars".
I've been sick for a week and used 4 personal days and just when I was feeling better I can't sleep. So I felt awful at work yesterday even with the red bull. So I took a half sleep pill last night and I woke every hour and I had to toss and turn because my back was in excruciating pain. When I should normally be getting up I was still tired, 'cause I didn't sleep well even with the sleep pill, my stomach ached and my back hurt and I still have a damn sleepy hangover that should have gone away hours ago. I feel sometimes as though I am existing as a shell of a person. I don't have the time to take care of myself. It makes me sad. It also makes me sad because other people skoff at me and say "That's life, get used to it."
On a more positive note my tomato and lettuce seedlings are doing great and I need to transplant them soon before they stop doing great.
Also making Enchiladas for dinner. I love enchiladas.
We went and saw "A Nightmare on Elm Street" last night. It wasn't bad. I still prefer the original. I think the seen in the bedroom with the face and hands that push out from the wall looked better in the original than the cgi they did in the remake. The original scene was creepier, but still not bad. It also had that kid from "Veronica Mars".