Dec 24, 2015 03:49
I told Jay today to go down to 25th and get Shane in a big red bow all tied up in his pajamas for Christmas for me so we could each smack him. Was definitely having a Clark W. Griswold moment. Maybe I'll fix the null post tomorrow with a chainsaw. That won't happen though since I don't have a null post lol. I seriously don't know what I would do without my humor. So I'm pretty upset because I was going to go to Clementine's holiday party and at the last minute Jay told me Mallory and Shane are planning to go. I can co-exist with Mallory but not with Shane. Not after all he's done. She's done a lot too but in her own right she had her reasons. Shane just decided to run his mouth and has caused nothing but problems. I found myself getting mad at Mallory all over again today. I really hate all the anger I've been feeling but I guess I have to feel it and get through it. It's really the only way. Word has it Cy is depressed and says he has nothing to live for. I wish he would just talk to someone....He has ghosted however. Chris has ghosted as well. I don't think there will be much resolution or closure of any kind with any of these people this holiday season unfortunately. Going out with Jessica tomorrow night since I don't really have much else going on. I hate bars anymore and I can't drink so it's not that fun once she gets smashed but it's something. She's going through a breakup right now and I feel for her because breakups around the holidays suck. Can't wait til Jess gets here Sat!