Dec 15, 2011 22:32
it rained, then stopped, then rained again. the weather was pretty much an unpredictable pain that matched the roller coaster of emotions that Leaflet experienced earlier today. she woke up, panicked that she'd be late for school. then she entered an empty classroom, assumed that there was no class only to find out that their class was held in a different place. then she was bummed when the head of their organization told her off. and of course, the other people in the office heard and verbally agreed with the head. then she went into fight mode when her favorite heroine struggled with her battle against the legion of bean sidhes-- and eventually lost. she experienced a lot of strong emotions that the moment her head hit the pillow, she felt how drained she was...
and it was just a normal day.
Leaflet then started to wonder how the people who lived in that world survived. she always wanted to live in that world, to be one of them, one of the heroines she adored so much. but would she survive? if she couldn't even handle the pressure and harshness of her own world. can she fight like the heroines do? change destiny, love like no other, give up everything?
today, Leaflet realized why her heroines are called as such. they fight uphill battles and despite the hardships, they still manage to learn and improve. some even find love and manage to give everything they have for that person. and they also had to deal with the realities of their world. for once, Leaflet saw them. really saw them in their own light. and she admired them more than ever. the heroines.
and with that though, Leaflet sighed deeply. before she once again succumbed to the arms of slumber, she promised herself that she would become a heroine of her world. she would succeed. she would be one of them. a true heroine.
my heroine