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No matter what I do, I just can't be quite good enough. I'm not GOOD enough for anything. I'm not good enough to be in the honors program, I'm not good enough to ride my own fucking horse in her first show (found out that charming piece of information this evening, fuck you all), I'm not good enough workwise, my forty someodd hours/ seven days a week aren't enough, I'm a bad daughter because I did the one thing all fucking year that made me happy (and I did it three times, too, and I'm not at all sorry, so that makes me no good), and I'm not good enough when I sing, my parents won't even LISTEN to me sing or come to my shows. There are people who seriously suck whose families go see them perform, and yet somehow I'm not good enough for anyone to give a damn about MY singing, or give any support to my single greatest dream either.
In conclusion, I also suck for having published this highly self-centered rant on the internet.
thankyou.
In conclusion, I also suck for having published this highly self-centered rant on the internet.
thankyou.