Title: The Devilish Big Puppy and the Vampiric Big Kitty 06
Genre: Angst/drama
Pairings: KuroFai
Type: drabble (something near that XD)
Setting: Start of Tokyo Revelations, follows manga
Foreword: You need to have read the manga else you'll be confused
Summary:
Our lives are our own. That is a fact. Our lives are not ours alone. That is the contradiction. In a battle of wishes and desires whose wish shall be granted? Whose desires would be forsaken? In a battle against fate can two souls come to find a single wish?
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[WARNING: This fanfic is not as fluffy as the title]
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The Devilish Big Puppy and the Vampiric Big Kitty
"VI. I lived… and so it rained"
[Fai-kitty].
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…It rains…
…
As I watched
I wondered
The rain…
Shouldn't it be cold?
Shouldn't it be refreshing?
Why is it isn't?
Isn't it a blessing?
Why do I feel dread?
Shouldn't it be god's gift?
Why do I feel cursed?
…
The rain…
The rain I see
…It is red…
The rain is dyed in red
crimson red
Rain dyed the color of blood…
…
…I see…
Blood
It rains of blood
….
I screamed
…
I have seen this scene before…
I have dreamed of such a scene before
I have caused this sort of scene before
…Its just that…
Before
Bodies fell
Along with blood
That crystallized together with snow.
…
Bloodied bodies fell along with snow
Bodies fell for no reason at all
They fall all year around
Guilty criminals
Psychotic murderers
Prisoners of war
Thieves
Men
Women
Children
Infants
Soldiers
Couriers
Ladies of the court
Counts
Dukes
Countless nobles
And then
The King.
…
The King fell…
When he killed all
The king fell
When he had gone mad
The king fell…
When he killed…
…himself…
…
The country fell
It fell along with the snow
It fell leaving us alone.
…
They all left and fell like rain…
They all fell cause we were born…
They all fell because we lived.
Snow fell because we were there
Bodies fell because we chose to stay
We live… and so it rained.
…
I wanted to leave
I wanted to escape
I did not want this
I didn't ask to be born
But since I was…
Is it wrong to wish for life?
…
I wanted to live
I wanted a life
A life with one I care for
A life with him
A life with my brother
I wanted a life for us
Me and my twin
I wanted to live…
To live with Fai
…
"That wish
…I will grant it…"
…
Time passed
As the snow continue to fall
As the sky darken more
As our last ray of hope dim
Someone came
…
"Only one can get out"
…
He promised freedom
He promised chance
He promised life
He gave me…
A choice.
…
"Choose.
You or the other one?"
…
And then it fell…
Long blond hair covered in snow
It didn't glisten
It wasn't brilliant…
It was dull…
Like those eyes…
Azure eyes like mine.
Azure eyes that filled with tears
…
He fell.
…
"This is your choice."
…
Fai fell along with the snow
Fai fell and left me alone
One last body fell that day
One last body to fall on that land
…it was a single tear drop…
…
Fai fell
Together with the last crimson rain
…
"This is a curse."
…
I screamed
…
I cried
…
As I was bathed in blood
…
I lived… and so it rained
…
It was a curse
…
"Someone…"
…
It was my curse
…
"…with greater magical power than you…"
…
It was me
…
"If that person appears…"
…
I knew from the start
I knew this would happen
I knew it
... and yet…
I couldn't stop it.
…
"Magic greater than yours…"
…
I tried to keep to me…
I tried to keep away
I tried…
I failed.
And so it rained.
…
"Kill that person."
…
Petals fall
They fall like rain
Sakura petals fell
Falling instead of blood
Sakura petals dyed red
Sakura petals fell like rain
Sakura petals falling like blood
...
As the petals fell
…as they fell like rain…
I saw
Countless events
Countless memories
Countless instances
…
She smiles
She laughed
She cried
I saw all of that
I heard all of it
I bore witness to most of it
And then…
She bleeds…
I caused all of it.
…
Then I heard it
It echoed
It repeats
It wouldn't stop
It drowns all the cries
Drowning all the tears
Drowning my will…
…
"…This is a curse…"
…
I pulled the sword
She arched
Along with her blood
…
I promised
I promised her
I called her my princess
My only princess
I promised her
That whatever she willed
I shall give
…
I failed
…
I see blood
…
I screamed
…
As I bathed in blood
…
I chose… and so I was cursed
…
I lived… and so it rains.
…
The curse cannot be lifted
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