The Devilish Big Puppy and the Vampiric Big Kitty

Nov 09, 2010 19:42

Title: The Devilish Big Puppy and the Vampiric Big Kitty 06
Genre: Angst/drama
Pairings: KuroFai
Type: drabble (something near that XD)
Setting: Start of Tokyo Revelations, follows manga
Foreword: You need to have read the manga else you'll be confused

Summary:

Our lives are our own. That is a fact. Our lives are not ours alone. That is the contradiction. In a battle of wishes and desires whose wish shall be granted? Whose desires would be forsaken? In a battle against fate can two souls come to find a single wish?

Chapter 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6



[WARNING: This fanfic is not as fluffy as the title]

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The Devilish Big Puppy and the Vampiric Big Kitty

"VI. I lived… and so it rained"

[Fai-kitty].

.

…It rains…



As I watched

I wondered

The rain…

Shouldn't it be cold?

Shouldn't it be refreshing?

Why is it isn't?

Isn't it a blessing?

Why do I feel dread?

Shouldn't it be god's gift?

Why do I feel cursed?



The rain…

The rain I see

…It is red…

The rain is dyed in red

crimson red

Rain dyed the color of blood…



…I see…

Blood

It rains of blood

….

I screamed



I have seen this scene before…

I have dreamed of such a scene before

I have caused this sort of scene before

…Its just that…

Before

Bodies fell

Along with blood

That crystallized together with snow.



Bloodied bodies fell along with snow

Bodies fell for no reason at all

They fall all year around

Guilty criminals

Psychotic murderers

Prisoners of war

Thieves

Men

Women

Children

Infants

Soldiers

Couriers

Ladies of the court

Counts

Dukes

Countless nobles

And then

The King.



The King fell…

When he killed all

The king fell

When he had gone mad

The king fell…

When he killed…

…himself…



The country fell

It fell along with the snow

It fell leaving us alone.



They all left and fell like rain…

They all fell cause we were born…

They all fell because we lived.

Snow fell because we were there

Bodies fell because we chose to stay

We live… and so it rained.



I wanted to leave

I wanted to escape

I did not want this

I didn't ask to be born

But since I was…

Is it wrong to wish for life?



I wanted to live

I wanted a life

A life with one I care for

A life with him

A life with my brother

I wanted a life for us

Me and my twin

I wanted to live…

To live with Fai



"That wish

…I will grant it…"



Time passed

As the snow continue to fall

As the sky darken more

As our last ray of hope dim

Someone came



"Only one can get out"



He promised freedom

He promised chance

He promised life

He gave me…

A choice.



"Choose.
You or the other one?"



And then it fell…

Long blond hair covered in snow

It didn't glisten

It wasn't brilliant…

It was dull…

Like those eyes…

Azure eyes like mine.

Azure eyes that filled with tears



He fell.



"This is your choice."



Fai fell along with the snow

Fai fell and left me alone

One last body fell that day

One last body to fall on that land

…it was a single tear drop…



Fai fell

Together with the last crimson rain



"This is a curse."



I screamed



I cried



As I was bathed in blood



I lived… and so it rained



It was a curse



"Someone…"



It was my curse



"…with greater magical power than you…"



It was me



"If that person appears…"



I knew from the start

I knew this would happen

I knew it

... and yet…

I couldn't stop it.



"Magic greater than yours…"



I tried to keep to me…

I tried to keep away

I tried…

I failed.

And so it rained.



"Kill that person."



Petals fall

They fall like rain

Sakura petals fell

Falling instead of blood

Sakura petals dyed red

Sakura petals fell like rain

Sakura petals falling like blood

...

As the petals fell

…as they fell like rain…

I saw

Countless events

Countless memories

Countless instances



She smiles

She laughed

She cried

I saw all of that

I heard all of it

I bore witness to most of it

And then…

She bleeds…

I caused all of it.



Then I heard it

It echoed

It repeats

It wouldn't stop

It drowns all the cries

Drowning all the tears

Drowning my will…



"…This is a curse…"



I pulled the sword

She arched

Along with her blood



I promised

I promised her

I called her my princess

My only princess

I promised her

That whatever she willed

I shall give



I failed



I see blood



I screamed



As I bathed in blood



I chose… and so I was cursed



I lived… and so it rains.



The curse cannot be lifted

 

clamp, fanfiction, tsubasa chronicles, trc, kurofai, shounen ai

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