The Devilish Big Puppy and the Vampiric Big Kitty
Title: The Devilish Big Puppy and the Vampiric Big Kitty 04
Genre: Angst/drama
Pairings: KuroFai
Type: Poem/ drabble (something near that XD)
Setting: Start of Tokyo Revelations, follows manga
Foreword: You need to have read the manga else you'll be confused
Summary:
Our lives are our own. That is a fact. Our lives are not ours alone. That is the contradiction. In a battle of wishes and desires whose wish shall be granted? Whose desires would be forsaken? In a battle against fate can two souls come to find a single wish?
Chapter 1, 2, 3, 4
[WARNING: This fanfic is not as fluffy as the title]
The Devilish Big Puppy and the Vampiric Big Kitty
IV. "Crimson alcohol"
[Kuro-tan]
Twisted…
So damn twisted…
Everything has gone so twisted.
It's like sleeping on a cloudy day
And then…
…waking up after the revelations….
Nothing is the same anymore.
…
Seeing determined amber whose presence I both recognize and don't
Watching as the brightness of an emerald turn dull…
...Warmth descending to an absolute zero
Whence there were loud arguments, quarrels and laughter…
… There are now…
…Uneasy silences, side long glances and uncomfortable companionships...
…
Everything felt wrong…
Nothing is right anymore…
As I see cold blue eyes that at times turn gold
I knew…
…In this situation…
…In this time…
The way it is now, is how it should be.
…
Emerald eyes that can't look me straight in the eyes…
Cold blue eyes that held concern only for one
He called her his princess…
I know he meant it.
He said that if she wished for it, and so he shall give it...
He smiles at her, wishing to ease the pain…
Instead he manages to show her his pains and fears
The damn idiot's ghosts are coming near.
…
She looks up at you filled with power…
She knows something…
She's resolved to do a job only she knew.
The pain she tries to hide…
The person she tries to avoid…
The sweet smile she now locked up…
Yet her eyes show her love.
…
Both blue and emerald changed in character
While the amber became a whole different being
They all hold secrets…
All of which I knew were born from the dark
…
Damn the idiots for their secrecy…
Damn them for the pain they hide.
They damn themselves for letting the pain eat them alive …
…and most of all…
Damn them for leaving me to take care of them.
…
Speaking of damnable idiots
A certain idiotic mage has asked me for a drink.
…
"Sake"
…
Is there even a need to ask?
Of course it can only be sake.
…
He knew what was coming…
It made me wonder why he asked…
It must have been subconscious…
It has after all, it had been a while…
…
I am aware of his needs…
I could sense it in the air…
For warriors it is often referred to as…
"Bloodlust"
…
I knew he wouldn't come willingly…
I knew he'd prefer death…
But of course I knew…
He wish not… as of yet… to die
…
And so…
Even if I have to shove his needs to his face…
I will…
For this… after all is payment.
…
Payment for my wish…
It is my responsibility for this was a product of my wish…
…In a way…
…
This is my wish.
…
Crimson liquid flowed…
The steady flow of the fluid of my life…
And is now a part of another's life…
The question is…
…
"Drink"
…
Would the blasted idiot…
…take it…?
…
"Or I'll just let it flow…like this."
.
[Fai-Kitty]
.
I knew this would happen…
I knew everything won't last…
I knew the light would leave…
I knew I shouldn't have.
…
I tried to stop myself…
I set rules for myself…
I made sure to not let anyone in…
I tried…
I really did…
…
Yet again…
I failed…
Just like last time.
…
"Fai…"
…
They say people learn from experience…
They say people adapt…
I guess that was my first mistake…
I made the mistake…
…Of considering myself…
…as one of them…
…
"Fai…"
…
I let them in…
She was so pure…
She was selfless…
She was bright…
Emerald eyes that shone filled with love.
…
He was so brave…
Always so determined…
Ever ready to help and yet still so pure.
…
Him…
I would scoff.
He was neither pure nor selfless.
He isn't light more of dark and yet…
And yet he was…
…considerate…
…so in depth…
…so aloof and reserved and yet…
He was open.
…
A closed character with an open mind…
He was tainted but he fought…
He knows the meaning of pain…
The hurt of loosing…
He knows what I hide…
…
"…can you hear me…?"
…
Crimson eyes that mock me like blood…
Always looking with distaste and yet with concern…
It was…
Unnerving…
Hateful…
Abhorring…
…
These three managed to get through to me…
They made me open up…
They managed to make me forget…
They gave me happiness…
…
I hate it…
…
Happiness that wouldn't last isn't needed…
I don't want it…
I didn't want it…
I didn't need it…
I didn't look for it…
But…
It was already too late…
…
"Fai… the King…"
…
The wheels have already started moving…
It's getting faster…
Like the smiles and the laughter…
I know…
Even this hurt silence of companionship…
…against the ravishes of time…
… it won't last…
…
"The King…"
…
Even the brief smiles…
The side glances of concern…
And hidden worries would soon be gone…
…
I wonder…
How long would this last…
How long could I keep this up…
…
"…he awakes…"
…
Ahh… and so it won't be long…
Everything would start to end…
Everything would vanish…
Just like last time…
Just like both those times…
…
Again…
It's all happening again…
Because of one existence…
They said it was because we were there…
They were wrong…
Because even that existence is now gone…
…
All those times…
All those lives…
All those pain…
There was only one cause…
It was because…
I was there.
…
And as I witness another case of destruction…
I could only yearn one thing…
Let me…
At least for a while…
Before everything gets destroyed…
Let me help her…
Let me…
…grant her, her wish…
It's the only thing…
…I can do…
…
Its pathetic…
All these power…
All these abilities…
All these…
I don't need these!
I lived for far too long…
Witnessed far too many…
Hurt and destroyed so much…
And yet…
And yet…
…for a small girl…
…for a small girl that hurt…
… for someone so pure being engulfed by the dark…
…for someone I am to hurt further…
Why…
Why is it, all I could do is is this…?
…
A temporary relief…
A fake smile…
A weak promise…
…that I may not be able to keep…
And oh-
I almost forgot…
…lies…
All I could give her are lies…
…
I want to die…
Why can't I just die…
Why didn't I just die…?
It would have been better if I died..
…
"Drink"
…
Ah…
I remember…
It's because of him.
…
"Or I'll just let it flow…"
…
His selfish wish…
His damned existence…
His hateful eyes…
…
Those damn crimson eyes…
…so much like blood…
…blood that now falls so freely…
…his blood he offers to me…
…his life he bargained for me…
…his life he's offering to me…
…
"It can't be helped…"
…
He won't stop…
He won't let himself be tainted…
He will fight...
…always fighting…
…like he's saying…
'I won't be tainted… it will be fine.'
…
"…right, Kurogane…?"
…
Genre: Angst/drama
Pairings: KuroFai
Type: Poem/ drabble (something near that XD)
Setting: Start of Tokyo Revelations, follows manga
Foreword: You need to have read the manga else you'll be confused
Summary:
Our lives are our own. That is a fact. Our lives are not ours alone. That is the contradiction. In a battle of wishes and desires whose wish shall be granted? Whose desires would be forsaken? In a battle against fate can two souls come to find a single wish?
Chapter 1, 2, 3, 4
[WARNING: This fanfic is not as fluffy as the title]
The Devilish Big Puppy and the Vampiric Big Kitty
IV. "Crimson alcohol"
[Kuro-tan]
Twisted…
So damn twisted…
Everything has gone so twisted.
It's like sleeping on a cloudy day
And then…
…waking up after the revelations….
Nothing is the same anymore.
…
Seeing determined amber whose presence I both recognize and don't
Watching as the brightness of an emerald turn dull…
...Warmth descending to an absolute zero
Whence there were loud arguments, quarrels and laughter…
… There are now…
…Uneasy silences, side long glances and uncomfortable companionships...
…
Everything felt wrong…
Nothing is right anymore…
As I see cold blue eyes that at times turn gold
I knew…
…In this situation…
…In this time…
The way it is now, is how it should be.
…
Emerald eyes that can't look me straight in the eyes…
Cold blue eyes that held concern only for one
He called her his princess…
I know he meant it.
He said that if she wished for it, and so he shall give it...
He smiles at her, wishing to ease the pain…
Instead he manages to show her his pains and fears
The damn idiot's ghosts are coming near.
…
She looks up at you filled with power…
She knows something…
She's resolved to do a job only she knew.
The pain she tries to hide…
The person she tries to avoid…
The sweet smile she now locked up…
Yet her eyes show her love.
…
Both blue and emerald changed in character
While the amber became a whole different being
They all hold secrets…
All of which I knew were born from the dark
…
Damn the idiots for their secrecy…
Damn them for the pain they hide.
They damn themselves for letting the pain eat them alive …
…and most of all…
Damn them for leaving me to take care of them.
…
Speaking of damnable idiots
A certain idiotic mage has asked me for a drink.
…
"Sake"
…
Is there even a need to ask?
Of course it can only be sake.
…
He knew what was coming…
It made me wonder why he asked…
It must have been subconscious…
It has after all, it had been a while…
…
I am aware of his needs…
I could sense it in the air…
For warriors it is often referred to as…
"Bloodlust"
…
I knew he wouldn't come willingly…
I knew he'd prefer death…
But of course I knew…
He wish not… as of yet… to die
…
And so…
Even if I have to shove his needs to his face…
I will…
For this… after all is payment.
…
Payment for my wish…
It is my responsibility for this was a product of my wish…
…In a way…
…
This is my wish.
…
Crimson liquid flowed…
The steady flow of the fluid of my life…
And is now a part of another's life…
The question is…
…
"Drink"
…
Would the blasted idiot…
…take it…?
…
"Or I'll just let it flow…like this."
.
[Fai-Kitty]
.
I knew this would happen…
I knew everything won't last…
I knew the light would leave…
I knew I shouldn't have.
…
I tried to stop myself…
I set rules for myself…
I made sure to not let anyone in…
I tried…
I really did…
…
Yet again…
I failed…
Just like last time.
…
"Fai…"
…
They say people learn from experience…
They say people adapt…
I guess that was my first mistake…
I made the mistake…
…Of considering myself…
…as one of them…
…
"Fai…"
…
I let them in…
She was so pure…
She was selfless…
She was bright…
Emerald eyes that shone filled with love.
…
He was so brave…
Always so determined…
Ever ready to help and yet still so pure.
…
Him…
I would scoff.
He was neither pure nor selfless.
He isn't light more of dark and yet…
And yet he was…
…considerate…
…so in depth…
…so aloof and reserved and yet…
He was open.
…
A closed character with an open mind…
He was tainted but he fought…
He knows the meaning of pain…
The hurt of loosing…
He knows what I hide…
…
"…can you hear me…?"
…
Crimson eyes that mock me like blood…
Always looking with distaste and yet with concern…
It was…
Unnerving…
Hateful…
Abhorring…
…
These three managed to get through to me…
They made me open up…
They managed to make me forget…
They gave me happiness…
…
I hate it…
…
Happiness that wouldn't last isn't needed…
I don't want it…
I didn't want it…
I didn't need it…
I didn't look for it…
But…
It was already too late…
…
"Fai… the King…"
…
The wheels have already started moving…
It's getting faster…
Like the smiles and the laughter…
I know…
Even this hurt silence of companionship…
…against the ravishes of time…
… it won't last…
…
"The King…"
…
Even the brief smiles…
The side glances of concern…
And hidden worries would soon be gone…
…
I wonder…
How long would this last…
How long could I keep this up…
…
"…he awakes…"
…
Ahh… and so it won't be long…
Everything would start to end…
Everything would vanish…
Just like last time…
Just like both those times…
…
Again…
It's all happening again…
Because of one existence…
They said it was because we were there…
They were wrong…
Because even that existence is now gone…
…
All those times…
All those lives…
All those pain…
There was only one cause…
It was because…
I was there.
…
And as I witness another case of destruction…
I could only yearn one thing…
Let me…
At least for a while…
Before everything gets destroyed…
Let me help her…
Let me…
…grant her, her wish…
It's the only thing…
…I can do…
…
Its pathetic…
All these power…
All these abilities…
All these…
I don't need these!
I lived for far too long…
Witnessed far too many…
Hurt and destroyed so much…
And yet…
And yet…
…for a small girl…
…for a small girl that hurt…
… for someone so pure being engulfed by the dark…
…for someone I am to hurt further…
Why…
Why is it, all I could do is is this…?
…
A temporary relief…
A fake smile…
A weak promise…
…that I may not be able to keep…
And oh-
I almost forgot…
…lies…
All I could give her are lies…
…
I want to die…
Why can't I just die…
Why didn't I just die…?
It would have been better if I died..
…
"Drink"
…
Ah…
I remember…
It's because of him.
…
"Or I'll just let it flow…"
…
His selfish wish…
His damned existence…
His hateful eyes…
…
Those damn crimson eyes…
…so much like blood…
…blood that now falls so freely…
…his blood he offers to me…
…his life he bargained for me…
…his life he's offering to me…
…
"It can't be helped…"
…
He won't stop…
He won't let himself be tainted…
He will fight...
…always fighting…
…like he's saying…
'I won't be tainted… it will be fine.'
…
"…right, Kurogane…?"
…