I still hate people.
I can't understand them. This degree in psychology is utter BS. With as much information I have about people and how they act, I can't seem to apply it to real life.
I always get dragged into things I don't want to be apart of. My name gets thrown out there as if it's just good for the taking and using. It's not fair. Please don't blame me for things I'm not responsible for. It's seems like a trend to do that to me, and it's just unfair.
I don't know how I'm going to handle myself in the future. Lately, I've been the bigger picture and I'm just trying to get myself by each day. Taking it one step at a time. I'm trying, I really am. I do so by acting nonchalant to certain things that I encounter. By the end of it all, something so minuscule can easily upset my balance and throw me off. It's just the fact that a bunch of minuscule events have been happening to me, and it has escalated my impatience to deal with it.
I was so angry earlier. So antisocial. Filled with hatred. Earlier today, I was mild versions of these feelings. Just tonight, something I heard ticked me off. I spend every day telling and convincing myself that I can do it, I can make it. But tonight, at my weakest and lowest point, I just kept hearing myself say, I can't do it anymore. It's just so frustrating to deal with.
ARGH.
Time to go throw some people under the bus now. Bye.
I always get dragged into things I don't want to be apart of. My name gets thrown out there as if it's just good for the taking and using. It's not fair. Please don't blame me for things I'm not responsible for. It's seems like a trend to do that to me, and it's just unfair.
I don't know how I'm going to handle myself in the future. Lately, I've been the bigger picture and I'm just trying to get myself by each day. Taking it one step at a time. I'm trying, I really am. I do so by acting nonchalant to certain things that I encounter. By the end of it all, something so minuscule can easily upset my balance and throw me off. It's just the fact that a bunch of minuscule events have been happening to me, and it has escalated my impatience to deal with it.
I was so angry earlier. So antisocial. Filled with hatred. Earlier today, I was mild versions of these feelings. Just tonight, something I heard ticked me off. I spend every day telling and convincing myself that I can do it, I can make it. But tonight, at my weakest and lowest point, I just kept hearing myself say, I can't do it anymore. It's just so frustrating to deal with.
ARGH.
Time to go throw some people under the bus now. Bye.