well, this is unexpected
i'm almost done with my holiday baking. i should have had it done a couple of days ago. possibly even as much as a week. i just haven't really been feeling it. not the baking, not the decorating, not anything. i have absolutely no Christmas spirit this year at all.
i have no pretty twinkling lights to look at.
this is not a good thing. but seeing as i'm the only one who ever does the decorating, there's a reason nothing is put up. i'm tired of doing it all by myself. three windows. two trees. the mantel. the archway. the post that holds up part of the roof and covers the front door. along the sidewalk. all of the outdoor stuff. the wreath. none of it is up. and i kind of don't care if it doesn't get put up.
i'm even having difficulties with my gift fics. and you all know how much i love writing. just... between the Avengers eating my brain and the lack of holiday emotions, they're still on the fast track to not getting done. which i hate. i want them done so that i can gift them to everyone on the big day. i don't want to be fucking around with them three months from now. i've got to find a way to push past it all.
the boys really need to stop eating my brain. i mean really...
i have no pretty twinkling lights to look at.
this is not a good thing. but seeing as i'm the only one who ever does the decorating, there's a reason nothing is put up. i'm tired of doing it all by myself. three windows. two trees. the mantel. the archway. the post that holds up part of the roof and covers the front door. along the sidewalk. all of the outdoor stuff. the wreath. none of it is up. and i kind of don't care if it doesn't get put up.
i'm even having difficulties with my gift fics. and you all know how much i love writing. just... between the Avengers eating my brain and the lack of holiday emotions, they're still on the fast track to not getting done. which i hate. i want them done so that i can gift them to everyone on the big day. i don't want to be fucking around with them three months from now. i've got to find a way to push past it all.
the boys really need to stop eating my brain. i mean really...