this week
well this week has been hecktack so far ugh kyle was tryin to ditch me for reasons i now kno why but i think that theres more to it and i still have to talk to him about once i find out the whole story i will tell you ppl but only parts the parts that you need to know that is we placed 2cd on saturday at south lion we now have closure ran and we still have to clean it not fair im in the front and ppl have to dress off me i make one lil mistake and i get yelled at while others dont it seems like they are out to get me i still have to finish learning second tune all the way and get it all under my fingers and shit and i have to start tryin to learn closeure music well depending on how my talk goes with kyle depends on if we break up i dont want to but it all depends on the talk but yea we are goin to homecoming together and i really truly love him and shit but i dont kno we will have to see i hope that we can stay together if we do dont be surprised if you see me really depressed and shit i have my reasons and right now i cant think of those reasons it will be one month and a week this friday yea lol well i have to finish hwk and shit like that and clean so no sleep for me tonight as sometimes usual lol w/e yea i have like no free time because of band right now but hey i love it so i have to deal with it i made the commitment and so i will stick with it no matter what well i have to finish my shit that way i might at least get some sleep tonight i hope