just when you thought it was safe...
well, instead of just not posting in lj because i'm lazy, i haven't been posting in lj because i was taken away unexpectedly for awhile. three weeks to be precise. if you know me you know what i'm talking about. and if you cared you probably came to visit. and i thank you for that. really. all right enough of that. out of all the theraputic bullshit they threw at me, i've gathered the one simple idea. i constantly intellectualize. and i'm damn good at it because i've always done it. think, think, think, and seemingly mature, however one cannot mature without feelings as well. so where are the feelings you ask? oh they're there. but do i know how to express them? nay, sir. ask me my thoughts on something and i can philosophize with you all night. ask me how i feel, and i'll most likely stare blankly at you and mumble some sort of sounds then go on to explain some sort of thought pattern about how i think i feel. so that's what i'm slowly going to work my way out of. very fucking slowly. i could ramble on about all kinds of other things, but i have about a million things to process and i've decided just to take things moment to moment. it's been an experience, but life goes on. so gummy bears for everyone!!!! slainte