the weekend needs to hurry the fuck up...it's only sunday night
The Minute of Decay
there's not much left to love too tired to hate today i feel the empty i feel the minute of decay i'm on my way down now i'd like to take you with me i'm on my way down i'm on my way down now i'd like to take you with me i'm on my way down the minute that it's born it begins to die i'd like to just give in i'd love to live this lie i've been to black and back i've whited out my name a lack of pain a lack of hope a lack of anything to say there is no cure for what is killing me i'm on my way down
i've looked ahead and saw a world that's dead i guess that i am too i'm on my way down now i'd like to take you with me i'm on my way down
ATWA
Hey you see me pictures crazy All the world I've seen before me passing by I've got nothing to gain to lose All the world I've seen before me passing by You don't care about how I feel I don't feel it anymore You don't care about how I feel I don't feel it anymore You don't care about how I feel I don't feel it anymore You don't care about how I feel I don't feel it anymore Hey you are me not so pretty All the world I've seen before me passing by Silent my voice I've got no choice All the world I've seen before me passing by You don't care about how I feel I don't feel it anymore You don't care about how I feel I don't feel it anymore You don't care about how I feel I don't feel it anymore You don't care about how I feel I don't feel it anymore I don't see anymore I don't hear anymore I don't speak anymore I don't feel Hey you see me pictures crazy All the world I've seen before me passing by I've got nothing to gain to lose All the world I've seen before me passing by You don't care about how I feel I don't feel it anymore You don't care about how I feel I don't feel it anymore You don't care about how I feel I don't feel it anymore You don't care about how I feel I don't feel it anymore I don't sleep, anymore I don't eat anymore I don't live anymore I don't feel
Orestes
metaphor for a missing moment pull me in to your perfect circle one womb one shape one resolve liberate this will to release us all gotta cut away clear away snip away and sever this umbilical residue that's keeping me from killing you and from pulling you down with me in here i can almose hear you scream give me one more medicated peaceful moment and i don't want to feel this overwhelming hostility because i don't want to feel this overwhelming hostility gotta cut away clear away snip away and sever this umbilical residue gotta cut away clear away snip away and sever this umbilical residue that's keeping me from killing you
3 Libras
threw you the obvious and you flew with it on your back a name in your recollection down among a million say difficult enough to feel a little bit dissapointed looked over when i've looked right through to see you naked and oblivious and you don't see me well i threw you the obvious just to see if there's something behind the eyes of a fallen angel the eyes of a tragedy here i am expecting just a little bit too much from the wounded but i see see through it all see through see you so i threw you the obvious do you see what occurs behind the eyes of a fallen angel eyes of a tragedy oh well apparently nothing apparently nothing at all you don't you don't you don't see me you don't see me at all
Northern Star
and i cry and no one can hear inhale the blinded eyes that see the chaos bring the pitiful to me even though i'm wide awake i will and blacks night and i wait for you it's cold in here there's no onw left and i wait for you and nothing stops it happening and i knew i'd cherish all my misery alone and i wait staring at the northern star i'm afraid it won't lead me anywhere he's so cold he will ruin the world tonight all the angels kneel into the frozen lights and they paid i cry and cry for you ghosts that haunt you with their sorrow i cried cause you were doomed praying to the wound that swallows all that's cold and cruel can you see the trees charity and gratitide they run to the pines it's black in here blot out the sun they run to the pines our misery runs wild and free and i knew the fire and the ashes of his grace and i wait staring at the northern star i'm afraid it won't lead you very far he's so cold he will win the world tonight all the angels kneel into the frozen lights feel their hearts they're cold and white and i want you and blessed are the broken and i beg you no loneliness no misery is worth you oh tear his heart out cold as ice it's mine and i wait praying to the northern star i'm afraid it won't lead you anywhere he's so cold raining on the world tonight all the angels kneeling to the northern lights and i pray begging to the northern star i'm afraid it won't lead me anywhere he's so cold he will rule the world tonight all the angels kneeling to the northern lights kneeling to the frozen lights feel their hearts they're cold as ice
there's not much left to love too tired to hate today i feel the empty i feel the minute of decay i'm on my way down now i'd like to take you with me i'm on my way down i'm on my way down now i'd like to take you with me i'm on my way down the minute that it's born it begins to die i'd like to just give in i'd love to live this lie i've been to black and back i've whited out my name a lack of pain a lack of hope a lack of anything to say there is no cure for what is killing me i'm on my way down
i've looked ahead and saw a world that's dead i guess that i am too i'm on my way down now i'd like to take you with me i'm on my way down
ATWA
Hey you see me pictures crazy All the world I've seen before me passing by I've got nothing to gain to lose All the world I've seen before me passing by You don't care about how I feel I don't feel it anymore You don't care about how I feel I don't feel it anymore You don't care about how I feel I don't feel it anymore You don't care about how I feel I don't feel it anymore Hey you are me not so pretty All the world I've seen before me passing by Silent my voice I've got no choice All the world I've seen before me passing by You don't care about how I feel I don't feel it anymore You don't care about how I feel I don't feel it anymore You don't care about how I feel I don't feel it anymore You don't care about how I feel I don't feel it anymore I don't see anymore I don't hear anymore I don't speak anymore I don't feel Hey you see me pictures crazy All the world I've seen before me passing by I've got nothing to gain to lose All the world I've seen before me passing by You don't care about how I feel I don't feel it anymore You don't care about how I feel I don't feel it anymore You don't care about how I feel I don't feel it anymore You don't care about how I feel I don't feel it anymore I don't sleep, anymore I don't eat anymore I don't live anymore I don't feel
Orestes
metaphor for a missing moment pull me in to your perfect circle one womb one shape one resolve liberate this will to release us all gotta cut away clear away snip away and sever this umbilical residue that's keeping me from killing you and from pulling you down with me in here i can almose hear you scream give me one more medicated peaceful moment and i don't want to feel this overwhelming hostility because i don't want to feel this overwhelming hostility gotta cut away clear away snip away and sever this umbilical residue gotta cut away clear away snip away and sever this umbilical residue that's keeping me from killing you
3 Libras
threw you the obvious and you flew with it on your back a name in your recollection down among a million say difficult enough to feel a little bit dissapointed looked over when i've looked right through to see you naked and oblivious and you don't see me well i threw you the obvious just to see if there's something behind the eyes of a fallen angel the eyes of a tragedy here i am expecting just a little bit too much from the wounded but i see see through it all see through see you so i threw you the obvious do you see what occurs behind the eyes of a fallen angel eyes of a tragedy oh well apparently nothing apparently nothing at all you don't you don't you don't see me you don't see me at all
Northern Star
and i cry and no one can hear inhale the blinded eyes that see the chaos bring the pitiful to me even though i'm wide awake i will and blacks night and i wait for you it's cold in here there's no onw left and i wait for you and nothing stops it happening and i knew i'd cherish all my misery alone and i wait staring at the northern star i'm afraid it won't lead me anywhere he's so cold he will ruin the world tonight all the angels kneel into the frozen lights and they paid i cry and cry for you ghosts that haunt you with their sorrow i cried cause you were doomed praying to the wound that swallows all that's cold and cruel can you see the trees charity and gratitide they run to the pines it's black in here blot out the sun they run to the pines our misery runs wild and free and i knew the fire and the ashes of his grace and i wait staring at the northern star i'm afraid it won't lead you very far he's so cold he will win the world tonight all the angels kneel into the frozen lights feel their hearts they're cold and white and i want you and blessed are the broken and i beg you no loneliness no misery is worth you oh tear his heart out cold as ice it's mine and i wait praying to the northern star i'm afraid it won't lead you anywhere he's so cold raining on the world tonight all the angels kneeling to the northern lights and i pray begging to the northern star i'm afraid it won't lead me anywhere he's so cold he will rule the world tonight all the angels kneeling to the northern lights kneeling to the frozen lights feel their hearts they're cold as ice