Oct 17, 2002 21:34
incase you haven't noticed, i pretty much keep quiet. too many people are going through too many things and i don't need to throw my sorrows into the mix. so i'm just going to put up some songs of the day and if people care to find out the meaning they may ask me, otherwise i'll just be there to listen to everyone's rants and help the best i can. slainte.
well it's about time it's beginning to hurt time you made up your mind just what is it all worth all my useless advice all my hanging around all your cutting down to size all my bringing you down watch the clock on the wall feel the slowing of time hear a voice in the hall echoing in my mind all your stupid ideals you've got you head in the clouds you should see how it feels with your feet on the ground here i stand the accused with your fist in my face feeling tired and bruised with the bitterest taste all my useless advice all my hanging around all your cutting down to size all my brining you down all your stupid ideals you've got your head in the clouds you should see how it feels with your feet on the ground
sister of night when the hungar descends and your body's a fire an inferno that never ends an eternal flame that burns in desire's name sister of night when the longing returns give in voice to the flame calling you through flesh that burns breaking down your will to move in for the kill oh sister come for me embrace me assure me hey sister i feel it too sweet sister just feel me i'm trembling you heal me hey sister i feel it too sister of night in your saddest dress as you walk through the light you're desperate to impress so you slide to the floor feeling insecure sister of night with the loneliest eyes tell yourself it's alright he'll make such a perfect prize but the cold light of day will give the game away oh sister come for me embrace me assure me hey sister i feel it too sweet sister just feel me i'm trembling you heal me hey sister i feel it too
turn her over a conadle is lit i see thorugh her blow it out and save all her ashes for me curse me sold her the poison that runs it's course through her pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over all over watch me fault her you're living like a disaster she said kill me faster with strawberry gahses all over called her over and asked her if she was improving she said feels fine it's wonderful wonderful here hex me told her i dreamt of a devil that knew her pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over all over watch me fault her you're living like a disaster she said kill me faster with strawberry gashes all over all over i lay quiet waiting for her voice to say some things you lose and some things you just give away scold me belt her if only i'd held on tighter to her pale white skin that twisted and withered away from me away from me watch me lose her it's almost like losing myself give her my soul and let them take somebody else get away from me watch me watch me fault her you're living like a disaster she said kill me faster with strawberry gashes all over all over me
i took my time and i won't argue a broken glass a portrait of you i play on keys of barely in tune forget the reasons i won't resume and it's not me who wanted fame i just needed to
i cashed my life and lost my id apahty is all i see leave the numbers all behind me you are all i've got inside me and i don't need to be incaged i just need to rearrange and i can't see you anymore but i can't leave right out the door after all that we've been through i can be with or without you you finally made it on tv it's not the way you haunted me and all of the insanity was this ever meant to be and i dont' think that i am the one that you keep telling me and i can't see you anymore but i can't leave right out the door after all that we've been through i can't be with or without you it's tearing us up and it's breaking me down all i'll be i'll be with or without you and i can't see you anymore but i can't leave right out the door after all that we've been through i can't be with or without you
there's a shadow just behind me shrouding every breath i take making every promise empty pointing every finger at me waiting like a stalking butler who upon the finger rests murder now the path called must we just before the son has come jesus won't you fucking whisper something but what's past and done why can't we not be sober i just want to start this over why can't we drink forever i just want to start things over i am just a worthless liar i am just an imbecile i will only complicate you trust in me and fall as well i will find a center in you i will chew it up and leave i will work the elevate you just enough to bring you down trust me mother mary won't you whisper something but what's past and done trust me i want what i want