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Damn my ass almost got caught trynna write in this damn journal, cause right now i am in my photography class and i am suppose to be doing research on my person for this photography essay which is due i don't know when. But N E WAYS, next subject last nite i was talking to my boyfriend big_wes16 on the phone and it seems like everything i do don't satisfy him, it's like all he says is how he be gettin blue balls and shit like that, and then he goes off telling everybody our business about how im not given him any and how i didn't jack him off at the movies since he fingerd me, he tells everybody like they give a fuck and like they can do something about it but disregard all of that I LOVE THAT BOY/MAN LIKE IT AIN'T NOTHING, i think i love him for all the stuff he says and does, he means the world to me , he is my heart and soul, my knight and shinning armor, it's like i can't live my life without him i would feel so incomplete like right now how i feel if he asked me to marry him like right now i would be like HELL YEAH NIGGA,i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him, but really he shouldn't think that he ain't going to get no pussy from me cause he will , i just want to surprise him, but let me go cause im starting to feel all mushy gushy(lol)
and 1 more thing I...........................LOVE........................HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and another thing i just wish that he just stop telling everybody thats all, but regardless i still love him that is my baby. my boo, my big TEDDY BEAR, and i would go crazy if he ever broke up with me, it's like i need him in my life, cause i really like talking to him but i gotta go cause i ain't trynna get in trouble for expressing how i feel
HOLLA