DAAGGGG
Sunday: was my Mommie and my baby big_wes16 birthday, but i ain't do shit cause of my damn daddy(he always fuckin up shit, damn nigga can i do me for once?!?!?!), but n e wayz my babay asked me to go to the mall and to the movies with him and his friends, so i am thinking if i ask my mama she gon let me go since it is his birthday and i ain't want to do him wrong by not going n e where with him cause it is his birthday, so i ask my mama could i go and she said yea i don't care, so i called him(big_wes16) and told him that i am going to be there around 7:00 or 7:30 so he was like well thats wassup and he told me were to meet him at, so i am all happy that i'm going somewhere with him FINALLY i'm just as happy as i can be, then the next thing you kno my fuckin daddy calls, so my mama tells him that i am going to the movies with him since i already spent my time with my mama, and my daddy is like no she can't go cause of her grade in spanish and all this other shit, so i gave my mama the phone and she tried to talk him into lettin me go cause she ain't want him being alone by himself she tried so hard but he still said no, so my mama pulls me to the side and talks to me about the whole situation about what he said and how he feels and hoe she feels, and she was going to sneak and let me go but i don't kno what happend, so my aunt was trynna make a joke out of the whole thing but it ain't do nuttin but make it worse, so my aunt ask me why was i so mad and i told her that this was the second time that my daddy said i couldn't go n e where and that was the second time i let him down that is why i was so mad. So i started cryin and i tried to mummble under my breath sayin (about my daddy) i can't stand that nigga he is a damn CB(cock blocker)!!!!!!! then my moms was like let me call wes and let me talk to him so she did and i kinda felt like a CHUMP for not talking to him myself but thats just how it be, but i got over the thingy and i guess to make it better for myself is to get better grades in spanish cause i don't do nuttin but sleep(which is what i do best) lol
Friday: now let me tell you what happend friday. I tell my baby thursday nite that i wanna fuck him friday after school it was going to happen b4 the basketball game aganist person. So here friday comes and i am as ready as i can be,so it is now after school and i am like where this nigga at so we can do the damn thing, so me and him is sittin on the bench next to my friends and shit, and he is feeling all over me and shit and i am gettin all horny, and the next thing you kno...............................................................................he ask this boy is he going to get something to eat and the boy was like yeah im going to BK so he gets up leavin me there feelin like a damn hornball, so i guess after 30mins or so LET ME CUT TO THE CHASE me and him are over there by the foodstand were they be giving out food at the games or whateva, and i am sittin on the counter and he is right next to me , so i ask him would you fuck me right here and he said yeah and i was like so why don't you, so he tries to pull down my pants but i tried to stop him by bitein him but it ain't do nuttin cause he liked it, but we is over there for a good 25mis and NOTHIN i mean NOTHIN happens, cause of me, i had back out on him but i was ready and im thinking to myself WTF are you doin just ride that shit but i didn't do nuttin, btu the thing was i wasn't scared i just don't kno what i was thinking he is right i am a PUNK!!!!!! cause i should have done it, i should have rode it till my pussy got numb shit i am mad at myself i should have done it shit shit shit shit shit shit shit
IM NOT FINSHED