bonjour all
Don't mind the weirdness, i figure that i haven't updated in awhile, and im putting off work anyways i might as well. Soo....anywho, my lifes been kinda hectic, i haven't really felt like updating this old thing.....
Started to talk to this girl Christie, from this lovely site, its weird knowing someone withthe same name and spelling of me, never met someone like that before. Ends up she lives in this little town that i used to know someone from camp from...Weird coincidence.
Been thinking bout my grandma H. more and more lately, ever since my sister told me that i remind her of my grandma. I never really got to know her, and that makes me sad, cuz im pretty sure she was an amazing person. I can't remember the last time i saw her in person, but i saw her on the christmas before she died (she died in feb. of my 9th grade year). It's affecting me more and more...that i didn't know her, that i will never again get a chance to go see her at her house, and be able to walk to the beach there. It was so pretty, and i loved how open her house was, even the little tiny kitchen and the rickity steps. There are a lot of things i have wished for, but i soppose the less that its greed the more you think about it. I never really wanted anything from her, just to know her, and be able to go see her if the time came, even on the train or something.
Sisters came home from college for the week...its been rather hectic right there. When everyones home it reminds me how much i really want to get out, and how much harder it is the more people there are to deal with. I love them dearly, but yeah, its weird.
Thats all for an update as of now....i should prolly make this one friends only, but eh....whatever
Started to talk to this girl Christie, from this lovely site, its weird knowing someone withthe same name and spelling of me, never met someone like that before. Ends up she lives in this little town that i used to know someone from camp from...Weird coincidence.
Been thinking bout my grandma H. more and more lately, ever since my sister told me that i remind her of my grandma. I never really got to know her, and that makes me sad, cuz im pretty sure she was an amazing person. I can't remember the last time i saw her in person, but i saw her on the christmas before she died (she died in feb. of my 9th grade year). It's affecting me more and more...that i didn't know her, that i will never again get a chance to go see her at her house, and be able to walk to the beach there. It was so pretty, and i loved how open her house was, even the little tiny kitchen and the rickity steps. There are a lot of things i have wished for, but i soppose the less that its greed the more you think about it. I never really wanted anything from her, just to know her, and be able to go see her if the time came, even on the train or something.
Sisters came home from college for the week...its been rather hectic right there. When everyones home it reminds me how much i really want to get out, and how much harder it is the more people there are to deal with. I love them dearly, but yeah, its weird.
Thats all for an update as of now....i should prolly make this one friends only, but eh....whatever