cool gift
from Mensi...I received the first "Hair-pic" he made with a tiny little dagger in it....it's soo pretty....and I also got a kick ass GPS system from my big sissy and her hubby.....and thankfully I spent a few bux on myself.....I got myself new jammies, 2 new CD's, new toothbrush.....and I got a card from my children....saying they "didnt forget me"....and yet...they are all about saving their money for shit THEY WANT TO BUY THEMSELVES....and here I am....I was still going to spend what little cash I had left on them yet again for New Years.....I was going to let them have their friends over to spend the nite.....buy them pizza, take them to the movies....and why? Is it really THAT MUCH to ask for my kids to WANT to give back to mom? I mean come the fuck on....I worked 2 jobs for almomst 6 months....did they even recognize how hard that was for me? nope...they focused on themselves yet again about how bitchy I had become....do they even notice how hard it is for me to even keep my head above water with the rent, bills etc....??? Ive tried to show them, to tell them, and it all falls on dear ears and blind eyes.....is this too much to ask? is it out of line as a mom to want them to make ME important once a year?? I know Im whining..but on here at least I feel like Im allowed.....arent I ??