spring break blows
finally, an entry not about ben...
spring break thus far: SUCKAGE.
dad fell and hurt his ribs, and was taken to the hospital... he's ok though, just bruised up a bit. grandpa shorty was rushed in for emergency surgery on some cancer that the doctor just detected... quote unquote "we need to pray for a miracle." um yeah. my friends have been mia... nick's in fresno... xtina isn't out of school... gabe's been with his other friends... which probably irks me the most, because, HELLO, i'm the star of this show... lol. he should be taking advantage of me being home... but maybe i'm just a selfish self-obsessed jerk. went wedding dress shopping with my mom... which actually wasn't that bad. i found a GORGEOUS dress for her... so yeah. we've been getting along thus far, although she told me that i was "kinda mean, and very pessimisstic." um, yeah, where has she been for the last 19 years? that's just who i am... don't take it personally. and she thinks that i'm not serious about anything... which i'm not, but why should i be? i only a few more years of basic carefree-ness, let me enjoy them. i'm not her fucking wedding planner... i couldn't care less about who she gets to dj, or what they should serve for dinner at the reception. but whatever. i just called jackie, and she wants me to come over to shaun's house... but i'm not going unless i can rope jeffrey into going with me. i miss long beach. i miss kortnee. i miss BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN! ha ha, well, not so much... i just miss stalking him... he gives my life some purpose... lmao. anywho, i'm out.
spring break thus far: SUCKAGE.
dad fell and hurt his ribs, and was taken to the hospital... he's ok though, just bruised up a bit. grandpa shorty was rushed in for emergency surgery on some cancer that the doctor just detected... quote unquote "we need to pray for a miracle." um yeah. my friends have been mia... nick's in fresno... xtina isn't out of school... gabe's been with his other friends... which probably irks me the most, because, HELLO, i'm the star of this show... lol. he should be taking advantage of me being home... but maybe i'm just a selfish self-obsessed jerk. went wedding dress shopping with my mom... which actually wasn't that bad. i found a GORGEOUS dress for her... so yeah. we've been getting along thus far, although she told me that i was "kinda mean, and very pessimisstic." um, yeah, where has she been for the last 19 years? that's just who i am... don't take it personally. and she thinks that i'm not serious about anything... which i'm not, but why should i be? i only a few more years of basic carefree-ness, let me enjoy them. i'm not her fucking wedding planner... i couldn't care less about who she gets to dj, or what they should serve for dinner at the reception. but whatever. i just called jackie, and she wants me to come over to shaun's house... but i'm not going unless i can rope jeffrey into going with me. i miss long beach. i miss kortnee. i miss BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN! ha ha, well, not so much... i just miss stalking him... he gives my life some purpose... lmao. anywho, i'm out.