In Memory
It really hurts today that I feel empty inside because of the way my sisters are treating me.
Mom did everything to keep us together. Our family fell apart this day 3 years ago. That's no drama or artful prose - but god's own truth.
Today we should be able to pull together and lend each other the strength to get through the heartache. Instead, I can't even pick up the phone and call to laugh about the good times.
The tears today should be about her - not about me, but they are. My tears are selfish and cold.
I miss her more for my sake than for any other reason. I want her to be here because she was the ABSOLUTE wellspring of comfort.
Even when I didn't agree with her - even when we were mad at each other - somehow she still understood.
There will never be someone like that in my life again.
I AM a Stranger in Strange Land.
Mom did everything to keep us together. Our family fell apart this day 3 years ago. That's no drama or artful prose - but god's own truth.
Today we should be able to pull together and lend each other the strength to get through the heartache. Instead, I can't even pick up the phone and call to laugh about the good times.
The tears today should be about her - not about me, but they are. My tears are selfish and cold.
I miss her more for my sake than for any other reason. I want her to be here because she was the ABSOLUTE wellspring of comfort.
Even when I didn't agree with her - even when we were mad at each other - somehow she still understood.
There will never be someone like that in my life again.
I AM a Stranger in Strange Land.