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1. having random anxiety tonight. it's really pissing me off, but being pissed about it doesn't make the anxiety go away. i hate this.
2. the anxiousness could be due to the lack of sleep i got last night. i woke up continuously all night. partially due to horrid acid reflux, and partially due to what might rate as one of my top five worst nightmares ever. it freaked me out enough that i went to freakydreams.com (neat website) in an attempt to interpret it. since they say that your dreams reflect things you've seen/done in the past 24 hors, i tried to think of what caused the dream but couldn't come up with anything. it sucked and i'm actually nervous about going to sleep tonight.
The Dream: I was trapped with several friends, family members and strangers in a huge funeral home. It was like a maze inside. Lots of curtains to confuse the paths. It was easy to end up in a room where something was happening that I really didn't want to see. As time progressed, there was blood on the floors and discarded body remnants like, scalps, blood, guts, etc. I was wearing slippers at first, but as the slaughterhouse remnants increased, I was barefoot but had to keep walking around. My younger sister had a cell phone but no one came to help us. More blood and guts built up the longer we were trapped and we tried to hide in the basement. I had to keep walking the corridors though for no apparent reason.
The Interpretive Bits
Curtains: Protection. Decoration. Seeking privacy or something to be display.
Paths: A need for change in your course of action or conduct.
Time: Irreversible. Continuity. Arrival or departure of feelings. Organizing your inner self.
Blood: Essence. Life energy. Unfortunate love affairs. Severe disappointment.
Floors: Foundation. Need to create some stability.
Body: Happiness. Good business ventures. External form of internal nature.
Barefoot: Postponement of success. Never lasting love. Dishonor in social life.
Walking: Freedom. Movement. Ask yourself where do you want to go.
Sister: Family. Fellowship. Fortune. You are aware of your surroundings.
Up: Feminine projection. Improved image. How do you want to be seeing in the outside world.
Basement: The unconscious ready to be seen.
so, anybody want to actually interpret this jumble for me? bits of it kind of make sense, but much doesn't. clearly my subconscious is trying to tell me something. why can't it do it in a less violent and terrifying way? i've been having a lot of nightmares lately. it seems like it's time for a change of some sort. but what?
3. so i have successfully completed the majority of my chrismukkah shopping. yay.
4. saw The Incredibles on friday night. it was incredible! being a huge comic book geek, i loved all of the superheroes. i noticed lots of little nods in the direction of more established superheroes, which made it even more fun. and the animation was gorgeous. i could easily see it again and i highly recommend it.
well, i'm off to find some distraction from my anxiety. any suggestions? please?
2. the anxiousness could be due to the lack of sleep i got last night. i woke up continuously all night. partially due to horrid acid reflux, and partially due to what might rate as one of my top five worst nightmares ever. it freaked me out enough that i went to freakydreams.com (neat website) in an attempt to interpret it. since they say that your dreams reflect things you've seen/done in the past 24 hors, i tried to think of what caused the dream but couldn't come up with anything. it sucked and i'm actually nervous about going to sleep tonight.
The Dream: I was trapped with several friends, family members and strangers in a huge funeral home. It was like a maze inside. Lots of curtains to confuse the paths. It was easy to end up in a room where something was happening that I really didn't want to see. As time progressed, there was blood on the floors and discarded body remnants like, scalps, blood, guts, etc. I was wearing slippers at first, but as the slaughterhouse remnants increased, I was barefoot but had to keep walking around. My younger sister had a cell phone but no one came to help us. More blood and guts built up the longer we were trapped and we tried to hide in the basement. I had to keep walking the corridors though for no apparent reason.
The Interpretive Bits
Curtains: Protection. Decoration. Seeking privacy or something to be display.
Paths: A need for change in your course of action or conduct.
Time: Irreversible. Continuity. Arrival or departure of feelings. Organizing your inner self.
Blood: Essence. Life energy. Unfortunate love affairs. Severe disappointment.
Floors: Foundation. Need to create some stability.
Body: Happiness. Good business ventures. External form of internal nature.
Barefoot: Postponement of success. Never lasting love. Dishonor in social life.
Walking: Freedom. Movement. Ask yourself where do you want to go.
Sister: Family. Fellowship. Fortune. You are aware of your surroundings.
Up: Feminine projection. Improved image. How do you want to be seeing in the outside world.
Basement: The unconscious ready to be seen.
so, anybody want to actually interpret this jumble for me? bits of it kind of make sense, but much doesn't. clearly my subconscious is trying to tell me something. why can't it do it in a less violent and terrifying way? i've been having a lot of nightmares lately. it seems like it's time for a change of some sort. but what?
3. so i have successfully completed the majority of my chrismukkah shopping. yay.
4. saw The Incredibles on friday night. it was incredible! being a huge comic book geek, i loved all of the superheroes. i noticed lots of little nods in the direction of more established superheroes, which made it even more fun. and the animation was gorgeous. i could easily see it again and i highly recommend it.
well, i'm off to find some distraction from my anxiety. any suggestions? please?