Aug 03, 2006 20:52
I'll start with this:
Poor thing
[info]schen86
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Woah! Who is this chick!?! I'm totally coming back to smack her around a bit! Where did you meet her? How did you get involved with her? What about all your "normal" friends? You totally need to have her leech onto someone else. You being sober and having to take care of her!?! Ummm...What happened.....?
P.S. Haven't heard from you in forever, hope all is well...well other than the above. Hope the boy drama is as undramatic as it reads above...in other words, a lot better than last summer. ;-P
Thanks for the outrage on my behalf Sissi! I miss you! And um, this chick is psycho. She is doing para-pro work at my elementary school, so she's not been out lately.. but we met at Buddha Bar, because while the gays were gone i had nothing else to do but go downtown.. didn't drink all that much really.. I've kind've gotten over being drunk- sad for me?- You'll probably meet her when you come back.. but you really need to have a fake so we can go bar hopping.. cuz she can't. it makes me happier when me and Nicole go out, because she's a little more normal.. even with pink hair.. but we both agree that drinking with Julie is a no go.. and I'm angry at Nicole for leaving me alone with Julie for her first weekend after school starts to go out, however, my roommates apparently are planning for us to go to a party with a slip and slide tomorrow night.. even though I have to work a double on Saturday.. it'll all work out somehow, right? I dunno.. she's just the kind of person, and I've noticed this, who uses people to feel better about herself.. she dresses totally trashy.. short as hell skirts with little tank tops, stuff like that.. makes me sick when she comes over.. I'm like.. WHAT do people think about me when I'm hanging out with her? But there's no real way to tell her to quit being trashy... Nic made some comment a while ago about feeling trashy.. and last week she was like. you KNOW it's not because of you right? Made me feel loads better. I can't stand drinking with her.. it makes me so angry, because any guy who comes up to talk to me- IF it happens with her sitting there- she starts talking to.. telling him stories of us all being drunk and stuff like that.. and he loses interest without even TALKING to me... it's not even that she's that much prettier than me.. she just always wears revealing clothes, while I'm slightly more modest than she is, and apparently guys either want a goody goody or a total slut.. and I kinda like to think I'm right there in the middle, y'know?
But in other new.. yes.. boy issues continue.. however not NEARLY as dramatic as last summer.. unless I've been taking shots like I did last week. I don't remember much of that.. but apparently I was sitting outside the Winery crying.. I don't know. And now.. the kid who's had a crush on me since our freshman year.. I kind of want to be with him.. but now HE doesn't know what he wants.. and .. Sissi.. come home. I need you.
Time to take a shower and go drankin! I'm in a mood to go out.. so I'm gonna do it while I feel like it! I miss you Sissi!!!! Melinda, call me while you're in town and we'll go get martinis!